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Thursday, November 23, 2017

Chaitanya Mahotsav – 2017

Samarpan Ashram, Dandi, Gujarat – 7,8,9 November 2017


His Holiness in thoughtful mode
 7-11-2017
I left for Dandi on 7th morning at 5.30am. As is the norm every year two sadhaks dropped out and three last minute additions joined us on the trip. I picked up Ruchitaji and Toneyji from Andheri West and then Harish from Sai Motors at Andheri on the highway. He had carried the marathon-shirts for distribution from the Madhuchaitanya counter at the Ashram. We had to pick up Malvikaji from Andheri and our navigator Ruchitaji told me she is waiting after Jogeshwari flyover. I stopped after crossing the Jogeshwari flyover and Malivkaji was not there. Just then we called and she said that she is at Andheri near the metro. As it was not possible to go back Malavji came with her on the scooty. It was good fun as we pulled Ruchitaji’s legs saying that she would make an amazing navigator for car rallies – we would probably end up at the starting point itself after driving around following her instructions…lolz….. just kidding. 😊 We then picked up Deepaliji at Borivali and reached Fountain at around 6.45am. Ramnath was waiting for us and we transferred two bags full of t-shirts and Harish and Toneyji went with Ramnath. We stopped at Datta’s for breakfast before continuing our journey to Dandi. I reached Dandi Ashram at 10.45 in the morning followed by Ramnath’s car half an hour later. We completed the registration formalities which were really smoothened because of the digitization of systems by Anuragji. There were no long lines as used to be the norm earlier. Everything worked like clockwork.

We had time up till 2pm for having a look around and settling in before the opening ceremony of the event. We assembled in the main mandap at around 2.15pm and waited for the arrival of His Holiness and Her Holiness. Pujya Guruma entered the mandap at 2.38pm to the blowing of conches followed by Pujya Gurudev at 2.40pm. As Swamiji lit the lamp we chanted the ‘deep prajolan mantra’ after which Swamiji took His seat. Rambhai then led us through the Guru Ahavan Mantra (the invocation of the Guru-Energies). Dr. Paras Bhatt and Dr Vandana Mehta were the mediums for anchoring this divine event. Both of them were full of information, many a times bursting into prose to explain or stress on some spiritual aspect – both were excellent!
The programme commenced with the lighting of the lamp by representatives of various religions which included Shri Vasudevanandji of Junglee Maharaj Ashram, Shirdi, Shri Gianiji of Grid Navsari Gurudwara, Mohammed Rampurwala of Mazare-Mai Saheba, Dandi, Parsee Dastur Cyrusji, Muslim
Dharmaguru Shri Mohamedkari Salmanshah Saheb, Yogacharya Shri Chandarkantbbai of Sadguru Bhattaval Ashram, representative of Gayatri Parivar, Surat- Shri Rameshbhai Patel, Shri Thakorbhai and Ahamben of Gayatri Parivar, Navsari. Thereafter, all the saints and invited guests were felicitated with a shawl, flowers and coconut by the Trustees of Shree Shivkrupanand Swami Ashram
Trust, Yoga Prabha Bharati (Seva Sanstha) Trust and the President of the event. Additional Charity Commissioner, Navsari, Shri Navnitbhai Patel specially attended the celebration and gave his best wishes to all the sadhaks. On this occasion, a 201 Kund Yagna (fire ceremony) was also organised for the attending sadhaks. The Mahayagna Ceremony was conducted by Shri Rambhai Patel and Shri Sampat Ahir.
After the felicitations inauguration of various items of literature took place at the hands of Pujya Guruma. The following items were inaugurated: 1) GP 2017 – Lok Dayro audio CD, 2) Samarpan Wall Calendar, 3) Samarpan Table Calendar, 4) HKSY-5 in Marathi and 5) HKSY-6 in Hindi. Guruma said about the sahitya that this is like a cake of mud and the potter is Swamiji, everybody should be balanced just as the water ions are balanced by a clay water pot. Thereafter was a special announcement on the felicitation of Ideal Sadhika – Ms. Ujwala Gadre with a beautifully framed citation hand written by Swamiji for the first life-time sevadhari! 
Letter issued to Ms. Ujjwala Gadre by Swamiji for selfless service
Thereafter Pankajbhai Patel, the President of the event gave his welcome address after which at 3.30pm shanti paath took place concluding the first session of Day 1. Thereafter Pujya Swamiji followed by Pujya Guruma left the mandap to the blowing of conches.
After that there was a break upto 8.30pm during which I visited the exhibitions briefly. Hemanginiji told me to come later as there was a heavy rush saying that she would prefer giving us a detailed explanation separately. The Nature and Spirituality exhibition, exhibition on the Samarpan Administration Network and exhibition on Pujya Guruma were both very well received. We were told that Pujya Guruma took one and half hours to go through the exhibition based on her and at a certain point was in tears as it took her down memory lane – none of the sadhaks had ever seen Maa in tears before – just speaks volumes for the efforts taken by the sadhaks to prepare such a touching exhibition. After tea we were caught up in meetings which continued post dinner late into the night, as a result I missed watching the cultural programme. After the meetings we retired for the night at around 10.30pm.
8-11-2017
The day we were waiting for dawned with all sadhaks getting ready with enthusiasm to celebrate the appearance day of our beloved Satguru – who in my opinion (which I am sure you all will share) is nothing less than God incarnate! I woke up at 3am, completed morning formalities, meditated and got ready by 5.15am and we all went for tea. After tea we took our place in the pandal at 5.30am ready for the silent meditation session to be conducted by Rambhai. Meditation commenced exactly at 6am with Guru Ahavan. The meditation was beautiful with cold energy bathing me from within and an active crown chakra sending cool vibrations down the entire length of the body. The meditation concluded at 6.35am and we then eagerly awaited the arrival of Pujya Swamiji and Pujya Guruma for Swamiji’s discourse. Her Holiness Guruma entered the pandal at 6.50am to the sound of blowing conches followed by His Holiness Swamiji at exactly 7am. Minutes before Swamiji’s arrival the insides of my skin had started tingling and I could feel the consciousness flowing and an inner voice saying that Paramatma is about to take His place on stage! After Swamiji lit the lamp and took His seat, we chanted the Guru Ahavan mantra after which Rambhai requested Swamiji thrice to shower His nectar upon us.
My Salutations to all pious souls who have come here! Bin mange moti mile, mange mile na bheek (without asking you get a pearl, but by asking no one gives alms even). Today, at the time of entering my 64th year when I review my life I experience that on this journey, the journey so far – while commencing it, I knew in the beginning itself that Paramatma was with me in the form of my soul – all activities have taken place serially and in harmony only with its guidance. I was small – maybe 4-5 years old – from that time the Paramatma resident within me used to tell me about the purpose of my life, only I have taken this birth, and in reality, you are not an ordinary person, you are a holy soul a pure soul; and with this continuous telling a close bond formed with it (the soul). Sometimes, I fell that man from the time of his birth looks for two things outside – 1) Paramatma – he looks in temples, Gurus, Swamis, etc and spends his entire life looking for this, but like this his search never ends and he keeps searching here and there, but in reality Paramatma is not outside, he is within - but till your external search does not end your search within does not begin. This process is similar to needing a mirror to look at oneself; similarly, to look at Paramatma within you need a mirror in the form of a Satguru. When you meet such a Satguru he introduces you to yourself – he cannot do anything – he just makes us meet our self, and when we meet our self, know our self, we bow down to our own soul and then suddenly an event takes place and the Paramatma that we are looking for outside we experience that Paramatma within and our external search ends and we experience Paramatma within. After this experience we obtain complete satisfaction that we have attained Paramatma and then there is nothing else to look for and inner satisfaction gets established within. 2) Similarly, we look for peace/happiness outside – we look for happiness in things which can only give facilities but not happiness. Lifeless things cannot give happiness, after that we look for happiness in children, wife, friends etc – search is in others/outside. Our permanent search is external! We are dependent on others to attain Paramatma – Guru, temple, sadhu, samadhi, etc and similarly, for attaining peace we look outside in family, friends, things! You cannot find Paramatma and peace outside! When you look for Paramatma you expect peace in Swami, temple, friends, wife, children, etc. Meaning we depend on others for attaining Paramatma and peace and at the root of all their problems is expectations. So today, I can say based on my life that I have worked all my life without any expectations. I will tell you the difference between working with and without expectations. When you work with expectations it is at the physical level, connection of one is with one only and in the other connection of one is with many. When you work without expectation work happens with His Grace. Next, we do not have to leave our societal life – if you are a student, study without expectation, if you are in a business or profession work without expectation. Some Gurus say sacrifice this that and the other and give it to me – it is not like that. Perform without expectation and you will achieve far more! Results of working without expectations are astounding. Old sadhaks ask how has this become global in just 22 years. I replied that it is so because I did Guru-karya without any expectations. My job was only to tell and not to see whether they meditated or not. You all do it – meaning sitting for 30 minutes for meditation while chanting name, whether you get a meditative state or not, your job is to sit – sit for 30 minutes in the name of that soul with which lakhs of holy and pure souls are connected – sit without expectations – as you sit without expectation you will start getting close to your soul – expectation is a barrier between you and your soul. Once you start sitting, change will take place slowly in your life. Whatever you do in life, do it without expectations – your job is to work and not expect. The purpose of my Gurus sending me to society was to inspire you to see that it is not necessary to be a Sadhu, Saint, Sanyasi to become pure and holy. Our ideal should be the lotus flower, it is always connected to much but the flower itself is pure. Observe the lotus petals during rains, you will see rain drops accumulate on the petal, and once more than four drops accumulate the petal bends and the water falls down. In your life make one place where only you and your soul are there and no one else – I am not saying a room, but your aura – a 15, 20 feet aura – you can do it and once you do that you will feel that you are alone. Sit in a place and practice when no one is there within 15 feet of you. Once your aura develops you find peace and satisfaction within, and then you will start hearing the Brahma naad (cosmic sound) within you – hmmmmmmmm; and once someone comes near you it will stop because that is a different body. So, such a room everyone should create then maybe there will be peace in the world one day. This is an effort for world peace – world means your world, your aura – we cannot bring peace in the world, if we say that then it is dishonesty, but if each person creates one’s own peaceful world then world peace could be possible in the future. You can go anywhere in the world and carry your peace with you. It is not our purpose to leave the family, go to the jungle, go to the Himalayas, etc. We have to stay in society and make place for the Gurus to come. These are values which are inculcated from on pure soul to another. This meditation technique is not like any other. There are three types of meditation techniques – 1) based on breathing, 2) Bhrastika pranayama and 3) which is older – tratak – focusing on a lamp and becoming thoughtless. Meditation is largely practiced using these three methods – but none of this is there in Samarpan Meditation – you are not doing anything – there is no place for ‘I’ in Samarpan Meditation, you have not done anything, you have just sat down and values have go inculcated. Guru does not tell you not to do anything, only values get inculcated and once that happens you will not do anything bad. These are values given by one pure soul to another. However bad a person he gets experience for a few moments and becomes a pure soul – he obtains Guru’s Grace for a few moments, so if this happens permanently then what? When you click photos you smile, also all the time you have a fear of crying. For a short period of time we become a holy and pure soul and those values get instilled in us. Guru’s Grace is flowing and when you come under the waterfall you get drenched. You cannot stay at distance from the waterfall and expect to get drenched, unless you go beneath the waterfall you will not get drenched as the waterfall flows in its place and it cannot come to you, you have to go to it; similarly, Guru’s Grace is continuously showering – the Guru’s proximity is not important, what you do with it is important. I got proximity for 3 days only (Shiv Baba’s proximity) and I get the experience of my Guru in Guru-karya, so there is no necessity of Guru’s proximity. You have been receiving for years! A Patel is making a film on me (loud applause). I told him not to make a film on me per se but to make a film on the concept of Guru. Guru loves unconditionally and the sadhak falls in the trap of illusion and then his ego develops. The Guru’s nature is to flow, so whenever you get Guru’s proximity, accumulate every moment within as you are spending every moment in his proximity because of your good deeds. One day good deeds will end and so will proximity, your attention should be on what is within the Guru and not on the physical body. Use the proximity to go within, meaning if you start seeing your faults you have become inward looking. One day I was walking in a village and I saw Ramu Bhil walking ahead. I called out to him, but he did not look back and started walking faster. I too started walking faster all the while calling out to him, but he did not stop and he went away. Next morning, I met him and asked him why he ran away when I was calling out to him. He said Swamiji I was drunk and how could I come in front of you in that state, hence I did not stop and ran away. So even Ramu Bhil in his drunk state was inward looking and his conscience did not allow him to come in front of me in that state, so can you not do this when you are in a state of awareness?? Can you see your own faults in the Guru’s proximity? Do you remember your mistakes, faults? Some people start feeling afraid – am I scary? They feel scared because they have fear within. Do you become inward looking in this manner? Once you become inward looking you will start seeing your faults. To make your faults go you need to see your faults. Next, like I have found my Guru in Guru-karya, even after so many years I find my Guru to be next to me. While performing Guru-karya Guru is with you. Whether Guru is close or not, whether relation is established or not, one does not need to acknowledge, you can experience it though consciousness. Our path is not in renunciation, our path is to stay in family, in society, listen to the family doing all this while all the time staying connected with the soul, this is the practice I do daily – wake up at 3.30am, wake up Guruma, spoke with them and then I stayed with myself from 3.30 to 4.30. All problems do not end after becoming a Saint, it is another matter in the Himalayas or in the jungles, but in society its effect will fall on you. In the Himalayas there are no such problems, there are no thoughts hence it does not matter. My sister used to ask me am I not afraid in the Himalayas. I used to tell her that fear also is a thought, if there are no thoughts whatsoever then there is no fear. But in society there are problems, but he does not tell you about his problems because he is telling you to be free of your problems. An old saint told me that he cannot get rid of his feelings of lust. A muni wrote to me that he has no control over this feeling. I studied about this problem in great depth. No meditation is possible in such a state. I wrote to him – you walk a lot and eat a lot of food and spend its entire energy in walking then there is no energy left for having sexual desires. You eat very little and then expend that energy in walking and then you will not get any feelings of lust. Become empty and then you will have no energy for sexual desires. But if you stop at a place for 3-4 days, eat good food and not exercise then this feeling could rise again. This is within control over it but it is there within you. Your chitta is on it so you are focused on it. Some old people have no control over their urine and stools, some munis have control till the age of 50, but after 50 there is no control as this is physical. Some events keep taking place in the environment and you get to know about it. All such people were above the age of 50. It is not that this problem relates only to munis, this problem exists in society. Definitely if your body is in control of your soul you will face this problem. I wrote an article on this and Guruma took it away – it will come in Madhuchaitanya.
Meditate without expectations then that state which is called moksh (liberation) can be obtained. In Samarpan Meditation everything is different, it is similar to new models of cars coming modern changes – in Samarpan Meditation it happens through the inculcation of values, it happens through photos, through videos. There was a video conference with sadhaks in USA where during the question and answer session 45 questions were asked, after that there was conference with sadhaks in Peru where I have never gone. Those people do not know English nor Hindi and have been meditating for 7 years – they had no questions they just said say what you want to. No Guru has performed pran pratishthan in their own idol. A bigger experiment took place in Aradka. When a Guru takes samadhi, his aura gets developed after 30 years and after the development of the aura the place becomes famous because the subtle body becomes active – 30 years! First time he has activated the place in 36 hours, connecting that place with his aura, and then coming back into the body is a unique experience of Guru-energies. This was the Vishwachakra anushthan. Now see how fast the development takes place. I keep on telling you that while staying with your family be like the lotus, etc. You must be getting the question – how is this possible? Your family is small but my family consists of lakhs of people. You stay with me for 24 hours you will realise how many problems I face, in spite of that development is taking place. Also aura development – I am staying at home and still my aura is developing, so when mine is developing why not yours?! You are not connecting to me – just connect with me and in 6 minutes you will see a change. Check with the aura machine. I have one advise to offer you – meditate without expectation. I signed a contract for making a red stone structure for Ajmer Guru Shakti Dham. The Sankalp patra (commitment form) is just a motive, you help in connecting people, if you connect people through donation of Rs 100 x 12 (every month), he may not find time to come immediately, but after 6 months he will come and the event will take place. Observe yourself – what change comes about in you, look for such change. Changes keep occurring. After Ganesh darshan I met a sadhak who used to sell socks on the footpath and he now owns a factory. Material progress is the easiest which will happen due to good collectivity. Most progress is easy, don’t walk with others’ support, become independent as Paramatma is with you – look for peace within, become independent, self-reliant then you will never lose this. Experiment and see for yourself. Anusthan will commence on 30/12/2017 and after 45 days of anushthan Mahashivratri is on February 13. You will not keep any expectation- live without any expectations for 45 days, because when you meditate with expectations you put limits on yourself. Meditate for 45 days without any expectations and you will receive far beyond your expectations. Sit for 30 minutes of meditation without any expectations – it will be a great experiment – try this for 45 days during the anushthan.
Next, some saint comes to your house and stays for his needs and on the other hand you invite some saint – there is a huge difference. Such an event is about to take place. Shirdi Mahashibir is to take place from 18/9/2018 – no efforts of trustee for this shibirs, this is a direct invitation from Sai Baba. I was asked what honorarium I would take, I told them I have never taken so far so how can I take now. The date for Shirdi shibirs will change and it would be some time in April or May 2018. I have told sadhaks working in the Ashrams to shut the Ashrams and come for the shibirs. This shibirs will be operated by Sai Baba – never before and never after will such an event take place. Overseas sadhaks come for just one day and narrate such beautiful experiences, but the sevadharis get no experience because they are continuously working for 45 days. I feel bad for them – just come and sit for the Shirdi shibirs – no trustee, no sevadhari – nothing to do. I myself will not be doing anything so what will you do!! I will come on stage and sit down. This is the centenary celebration and ours is the biggest programme. Just come quietly, sit down and enjoy. My tour of Nepal has been postponed till September. Press reporters from Nepal have come and will publish in their newspapers/magazines. 
Press reporters from Nepal in a Session with His Holiness

Press reporters from Nepal in a Session with His Holiness - video recording on
Samarpan Meditation started in Nepal and is now going back. What impact takes place you will realised during this Deep Meditation Practicum – experiment during the Anushthan. Ujwalaben’s felicitation and honour was not of the individual but of the Guru-karya performed through her medium. I want to say two things. She performed Guru-karya by hurting some people, but it was not personal. What she did was for the benefit of the Trusts. I have never fallen sick ever, but she keeps taking proof of my good health by ensuring that I undergo medical examination every 6 months. She keeps a very strict control on my diet – I eat anything which is given to me – it could be a box of sweets, kachoris, puris, etc. Once I was given so much food that I ate everything which was placed in front of me – this happens because of the bhav of the sadhaks, I cannot say no! Young sadhaks did not eat but I ate the entire food placed before me. Ujwalaben is there for everything – whether it is a dentist, a doctor, looking for a boy for my daughter or a girl for my son – for everything Ujwalaben is there. One day I had gone to Goa and while I looked out from the balcony, I saw a school girl getting down from her school bus. I knew then that she was the girl to whom Anurag would get married. Though I did not share the same with Guruma, I told Guruma that I had found a girl for Anurag when returned home to Ahmednagar. She questioned me as to whether I was looking forward to child marriage. I laughed and said no, but a few years later they after completing their education they got married! I have problems she solves them, she has problems I solve them – we solve each other’s problems.
Meditate regularly and don’t come under the threat of collectivity. A lamp had the desire of getting lit, he saw a lamp burning at a place and saw lots of lamps lit over there; and then the unlit lamp went close to that big lit lamp and felt I have also got lit up and when the lamp went home it found out that it was not lit. In collectivity you feel you are lit, but in reality, this is not so. Realise that your chitta should be on the wick of that big lamp. You have to make your own progress, practice daily, your material progress has no meaning – meditation should happen as soon as you shut your eyes. Tomorrow come with a pure chitta, I will make you meditate. Now, I realised through my chitta that a lot of people have health related problems, we will experiment tomorrow on this problem. If one has health issues then the mind does not remain stable and with unstable mind meditation does not take place. Tomorrow we will meditate on health. Namaskar!
At 8.45 am there was a break and we were told to reconvene at 10am for the main birthday celebrations. We got back into the mandap at 9.45am and took our seats. Pujya Guruma entered at 10.13am followed by Pujya Gurudev at 10.15am to the sound of blowing conches. A huge cake had been laid out and a grand book opening entrance of Swamiji was organised as Swamiji came onto the stage. Pujya Guruma and all the three children were also present with big smiles and a very happy atmosphere prevailed. The entire stage was bedecked with flowers of varying colours. Then as the celebrations began with sparklers being lit on and above the stage and also in the aisles of the mandap – all the sadhaks were waving heart shaped balloons which had earlier been distributed by volunteers to each person present in the mandap. Bhajans were playing – ‘Guruji shukar karo’. After that Swamiji vibrated cakes which had been kept as prasad while the floral décor was removed from the stage. The packets given to the sadhaks contained a chocolate, candle and two heart shaped balloons. ‘Happy Birthday to You’ song was played - the entire mandap was a sea of balloons and as Swamiji cut the cake the sadhaks burst the balloons and sounds of balloons popping reverberated for about 5 minutes with huge applause and shouts of Jai Baba Swami.




After the fun the more serious ‘namaskar vidhi’ commenced. In the meanwhile, Swamiji gave one good news – that all the donations received towards Gurudakshina would be utilised for construction of Guru Shakti Dham, Ajmer. He said, today on my birthday the work which is progressing at great pace needs one resident Trustee for each Ashram is being selected. For Navsari – Mr. Pankajbhai Patel who is a medium who is already connected with all the construction work going on at Dandi. Dr. Limbani for Kutch Ashram for development of Guru Shakti Dham. Ms. Jigna Gohel for Saurashtra Ashram and Mr. Girish Borkar. (When my name was announced by HIM my ears and brain blanked out and I did not hear a word HE said. Am adding this portion through inputs from Ramaniji). Borkarji will be the one who will coordinate the Trust affairs. He has always been the most promot. He always responds when others are failing to do so.
After this the chanting of the Gayatri mantra began followed by purification of the ‘ballikas’ mantra. Rambhai then requested Ambareeshji to do the Guru puja on behalf of all the sadhaks. Chanting of various mantras took place followed by deep pragatya mantra and aarti. Gayatri mantra was chanted again and the last lamp was lit by surrendering it to Swamiji, followed by Mahamryutyunjaya mantra ahuti and finally Guru mantra ahuti. Everybody then stood up for the aarti and lit the candles for the aarti. The entire mandap was lit up with 3000+ plus flickering candles for the aarti.
At 11.40am the namaskar vidhi started with all the volunteers being requested to first finish their prostrations followed by the participants, so that the volunteers could go back to their Guru-karya. As the namaskar vidhi commenced Ramkaka and his team started singing bhajans – the bhajan programme was recorded live and will mostly be available in the form of an audio CD in the near future.
After the celebrations there was a long break to see the exhibitions and to generally relax and mix around. The Baba Dham tiles filled with energy were being given free to all those donors who contributed Rs. 5000 and above. These tiles were cut from into three inch by three inch squares from the original floor tiles of the cottage in the Ashram in which Swamiji had completed 9 Anushthans. There were large lines for donations both at the cash donation counter as well as the credit/debit card counter. We had meetings lined up before and after bhojan prasad. We reconvened at the mandap at 3.45pm for the afternoon session.
At 4pm Anuragji started his session explaining the technological advances being made in the Samarpan IT sector. He explained the use of Telegram app for delivering Swamiji’s messages in broadcast format – he encouraged all sadhaks to join the group and explained the simple manner in which one could join. He spoke about development of the Samarpan App which is under development and as of now contained all the centers worldwide and his plan of GPS mapping so that the app could guide any sadhak anywhere to the nearest meditation centre. He spoke about the cash deposit machine which would accept anonymous cash donations as well as cheque deposits and deposits through credit/debit cards. He spoke about having developed a technobox with HDMI and 4K technology having 2 USB ports which could be used for shibirs as acharyas have complained that currently CDs fail during the shibirs. This technobox will have shibirs preloaded and will have wifi compatibility, it will be integrated with YouTube and internet radio where Swamiji’s discourses will be broadcast through a Samarpan channel. Similarly, a Babaswami Multimedia app is being created for online sahitya.

At 5pm Pujya Guruma’s session was to commence. She arrived at 4.55pm to the sound of conches being blown. After chanting of the Guru Ahavan mantra Rambhai requested Pujya Guruma to shower nectar through her discourse. It was 5.10pm.
Welcome to all pure souls to this Chaitanya Mahotsav and Jai Baba Swami! I will start this programme by narrating an incident from my childhood. My sister and I were studying in school and we must have been 10-12 years old. Once my father invited someone – a friend – home for lunch. I did not know how good their friendship was – but we knew that the person was very knowledgeable and a scholar on the Gita. Mom prepared food and told us to be ready to serve – we helped mom to the extent we could. He started eating and he appeared to be in a good mood and he was making light conversation. As he was speaking we did not react, neither me nor my sister. He said you appear to be very quiet and our mom laughed and then he asked us whether we were scared. We replied saying that we were quiet because we had heard that you a great scholar on the Gita. He said the Gita is very simple, for example, your father invited me for dinner, your mother prepared the food. And then we remembered that he was praising the food, the salad, and he kept enquiring minutely about the food. He said, “Your mother prepared the food – that is karma yoga, for you that means your studies is your karma yoga, you help your mother that is karma yoga. Your mother learnt to cook from someone or the other earlier, she must have then cooked something – all that is Gyan Yoga, homework is Gyan Yoga. The food that she served with so much love is Bhakti Yoga.” I remembered this because Samarpan Meditation is just as simple. When we perform Guru-karya it is our karma-yoga, the knowledge that we obtain during meditation that is Gyan Yoga. It is different for each individual, it is unique – the feelings for Swamiji is Bhakti Yoga. Gita is not a religious book and nor is Samarpan Meditation – it is only about the soul, consciousness, energy, it is about accepting the soul as the Guru. Once you accept the soul as the Guru, then become one with the soul and progress towards moksha (liberation) as a soul – it is very simple. Do not connect rituals to meditation – keep it simple. As long as Swamiji is there, the form of Samarpan – keep it simple, don’t add anything to it. Meditate in collectivity, but don’t forget that your lamp is not lit after leaving the collectivity. Meditate every morning in the Guru’s proximity alone. He has explained the meaning of ‘alone’ – as far as possible – alone means when you sit, don’t sit listening to discourse. You are then sitting with thousands of souls, connect to Swamiji through your chitta – Swamiji and I, both have said listen to CD, but do not become addicted to it. Listen to the meditation CD – sound of birds, sound of the sea – sit for half an hour without any support. It does not matter whether you put on a lamp or not, light the lamp within with your chitta – the more your chitta goes within that much easier it will be for you to meditate. When you meditate while listening to a discourse, your eyes close, the same happens when you are watching a video shibirs, after sometime your eyes close and the video shibirs becomes an audio shibirs. If you want to meditate with CD then that is also in collectivity – collectivity of the Guru-energies. We can connect with that at any time and that is possible only with your chitta – sit quietly – your eyes close and you go into meditation. I am a holy soul, I am a pure soul – say this thrice and sit, you will definitely meditate. Why did I ask you to leave these supports? I am saying that now to clear the atmosphere, do not keep in mind that if I don’t do this meditation will not happen. Light a lamp in a temple, room, kitchen, all these lamps are for purification of the atmosphere at home. Last time I had said don’t wear scarf, because even after wearing a scarf your think, we made that into a custom and when meditation itself is subtle then why should we hold on to such scarves? Earlier the scarves used to be vibrated by Swamiji. Whether you wear a scarf or light a lamp or not, both are fine. Whatever you do physically do with your chitta, then your chitta will help you become thoughtless slowly. Remove all fears from your mind. I travel with so many people and their faults come to me, someone came and left his thoughts in me – remove such thoughts from your mind. It is possible only if you invite those faults. Gurudev is always with us – I never have fear of crowds in the train, I travel by Flying Ranee so often, I travel with others chatting with non-sadhaks is a lot of fun. I get to talk freely because they don’t know me. The trains are so crowded, first class itself is so crowded – it is totally packed – I have never been troubled and I have travelled hundreds of times. Gurudev is with me and nothing will happen to me. Whenever I leave home, I pray internally and ask Gurudev to accompany me. You do that too. Nothing wrong will happen to me or you. Take him along with you. Some days back I was reading messages on social media. I don’t know whether the story is true or false? It is the story of conqueror Alexander the Great who was out to conquer the world. He had a desire to rule the whole world. During his conquests he had heard of a waterfall which was said to give anyone drinking its water would get immortality. During his conquests he ultimately found that waterfall in a cave and went near the waterfall; he thought I will give it to my soldiers to drink and whether the soldiers drink or not, I will definitely drink. He was about to drink when he heard a harsh voice, “stop”! It was a crow – old and withered with no feathers, it could barely manage to sit – Alexander asked – what is it? The crow said you are happy because you found the nectar, and I too had drunk it. As I grew older I withered but, but I cannot die and am completely useless but I cannot die. Alexander thought about what the crow had said and left. The lesson from this is not how long we live, but how healthily we live. To enjoy life, one needs a long life. I need to live to eat, make food, eat – the first choice is food, then play and study. I love eating, and one wants to live long to enjoy this. But you enjoy only till you have this body, because the body is the vehicle of the soul. As long as the vehicle is good it helps the soul to meditate. Pay attention to your body, it is as important as your soul – because without body moksha is not possible. It is necessary to have a body till you attain moksha, and then in the state of moksha – death! As it is the death of the body and not the soul, hence our tradition calls the soul as jivatma. The body is the cloth and it is our duty to keep our clothes clean and healthy. When we know that we need the body to do the work of the body to enjoy all the enjoyments – so take care of your body, diet, exercise and pay attention to your meditation – this is our Gyan Yoga and our Bhakti Yoga. Swamiji is with me – you will feel this only when you have that devotion. To stay balanced you need a healthy body – Gurudev never misses his exercise, 30 minutes of meditation and eating on time. The more we take care the greater the intensity while meditating, the better the health – why? Because your soul tells you to eat, exercise, meditate on time. When we treat life as a training session, or soul teaches us to face all of life’s challenges. It enables us to face – the soul enables you to face. If you face then it is at the physical level, if you become a witness then you face the challenges as a soul. When you actually try to do something, you face music – do you become angry – no! However angry you become – suppose the maid does not come for four days – this the ladies will understand – you curse her mentally, but when she comes to work on day 5 you do not become angry and you politely tell her that you should have told us and gone. Like this you get proof that you do not become angry, you do not lie – then realise that the soul is becoming strong. It is necessary for the soul to become strong. It does not allow you to do anything wrong, that means your state is improving – I am telling you this to inspire you. Go at least once to the centre to meditate. The inspiration that we get is from within – it is good, it means we are under soul’s control. As the soul establishes control over our body then we start getting guided by the soul, and as we progress in this manner slowly we attain the state of moksha.
Science accepts that we can change our DNA through meditation – an article had appeared in Madhuchaitanya 2-3 years ago – this was an article on research carried out by Russian scientists on the effect of meditation in the positive alteration of the DNA structure. Some people have interest in medicine, some have interest in farming, there are thousands of fields in which one can have interest. If one has an interest in a particular field since birth then one can say that such a person has a genetic aptitude in that field. When such a person starts meditating he obtains knowledge suddenly in a different field and also moves in applying it. Once I was at home and wanted flour, but the flour was over and hence I needed to grind the grain into flour with the help of the grinding machine. So I pressed the button to start the machine but it would not start – I like words, poems, etc but I don’t know anything about machines – I can fix a fuse and wire a plug, but nothing beyond that. I was thinking about what I should do. No flour – but I will make one final attempt to repair it. I opened the machine and remembered Anurag, I thought to myself that I have the genes which have gone to Anurag, I remembered him and opened the machine, took a brush and cleaned the insides in a few places, tapped the machine once or twice and then put the screws back on and started the machine. It worked! Anurag is a soul, I connected to him and his knowledge was transferred. I learn from everyone because I surrender to everyone, but that does not mean I touch someone’s feet. One should be like the honey bee – that means one should not bite, but should gather honey – you all are flowers in Swamiji’s garden and I gather honey from you. You also must be doing the same. Learn from your children – today’s children are adept at using gadgets – they explore and learn, so should you. Ladies are adept at learning how to cook, if they learn anything new they try it at home. At the soul level, look for what is good in that other person, then that knowledge gets transferred to you – that is Gyan Yog. Books provide you with material knowledge. The knowledge you gain through love and surrender (samarpan) is infinite. If you do that you will get it and that knowledge is meant for distribution. Have a feeling of samarpan and distribute without any hesitation. Today, children do not share notes in school – when you share your knowledge expands. Whenever anyone comes to you for help, please help, their feeling/emotion (bhav) helps your progress. I am talking about students – nothing depends on marks. In school I too did not get good marks, but I never stopped sharing my knowledge. Once I gave my notes to someone but they were never returned. I studied in a different manner and topped the subject. If you are true disciples of Gurudev – share and spread love, do good and leave – this is your last birth. The feeling should be that it is so good I met him, he helped me – with such feelings the blessings remain with you. You must understand that you are leaving your fragrance behind. We light incense, keep flowers at home. Wherever we go we spread love energy, share knowledge with others and leave that fragrance. Help others in any way you can, if someone is in hospital, help in some way, if not possible then though prayer. The more you share the more you get. The path to become empty is to share, the more you share the emptier you become. The emptier you become you make room for consciousness to enter, once consciousness enters you become a soul that is on the way to liberation (moksha). The physical body is like your clothes, it will remain behind, give it just so much importance – more important is the driver, that is the soul. To become a soul become empty, share joy, share knowledge, do Guru-karya and attain the state of moksha. Offer prayer to Gurudev. Jai Baba Swami!
With this Guruma ended her discourse. This discourse was given at a very high energy level – nowadays there is not difference between Gurudev and Guruma it is as if they are one when it comes to distribution of energy through their discourses. Pujya Guruma then requested sadhaks to ask any questions which they may have. A brief question and answer session commenced thereafter.
Q1. Swamiji says that you should take half an hour for yourself on the morning and in the evening at the centre for about an hour, so total one and a half hours. Why is this?
Ans: The morning meditation is personal to be done during sunrise. If you have time, then do it daily for collective good, else once a week in collectivity is compulsory.
Q2. There are bhajans for elders and for disciples – request you to sing a song for new born babies.
Ans: I will pray to Gurudev for inspiration to do so. I don’t feel I am special – I will pray to Gurudev to inspire me to write a ‘lori’, ‘hatorda’. When I was in the 6th-7th I used to think that I sang well. I still remember I had sung – chanda hai tu – I sang one para and then the second para with my eyes shut, I then opened my eyes and say a huge crowd in the auditorium and got scared and ran from the stage!
Q3. What is the difference between shuddha bhav (pure feeling) and expectation?
Ans: The answer lies in the question itself – expectation is physical and shuddha is though the soul – this is because pure desire is always meant for others. Us means our family, my son, my daughter, etc – it is my wish, it is your expectation. If you pray for others – poor student, not economically strong – when you pray for such a student that is shuddha iccha.
Q4. A request – I have to ask Swamiji, but I am asking you. Audio book of Autobiography of a Yogi is filled with so much consciousness. Can Swamiji do audition in his own voice.
Ans: Don’t know whether such a thing is possible. There will be an energy mismatch – words will belong to Swamiji and voice will be that of someone else.
Q5: Why do we suppress our emotions?
Ans: Forgive them, your progress has stopped because you have got tenants in your Agya chakra. Vacate it – are they your Guru? Learn to express your feelings – if something is wrong say it, once you do that your mind becomes light. There should be absolutely no weight on the Agya chakra.
Q6: Whenever a lady used to become pregnant, whatever I received during meditation I used to write and give. Now I am with Samarpan Meditation, and I give them to read abstracts which I take from HKSY 1 to 5. Can a book on this be published?
Ans: It is possible to do this. You can select and mail it to the Edit Board of Madhuchaitanya for scrutiny. A book on garbhdaan sanskaar (values to be inculcated during pregnancy) – training on this is required – for mother and father definitely, but also for other family members. If the mother is stressed then the child will be disturbed. Do you know why I am like this – I used to live in Poonch in Kashmir, near the border. I was born a girl but I had the nature of a man. My father-in-law used to say I do not have a single quality of a girl. I used to do all the work that my father-in-law did – I used tell him why are you doing the work I will do it. I was born in Kashmir and brought up in Gujarat. I do all kinds of work – when I was in the womb, my mother was in Poonch. If my mother had been fearful, then it would have been different, but my mother was very strong and fearless and hence I got these values from her and hence I too am fearless. The effect of family members also falls on the child. Books give values, but do send this to Madhuchaitanya.
Q7: In your discourse you mentioned about health, I was in administration, people who sit continuously their knees hurt – I provide therapy, lumbar therapy helps in curing spinal problems.
Ans: Give your information to Dhaivatbhai.
It was 6.45pm and as it was the last question, Parasbhai announced the break for dinner and sadhaks were requested to reconvene at 8.30pm for the cultural session. I missed the cultural session today also due to meetings.
9/11/2017
On the last day of the event we assembled in the mandap at 5.30am. I went into a meditative state still in the centre of my being as the chants played far in the background. The conches started blowing and I noticed it was 6am and Pujya Guruma had arrived, and a few minutes later the level of consciousness rose and I could feel energy enveloping my being from inside with cool vibrations just as His Holiness Swamiji came on to the stage with conches announcing his arrival. But for me, the energy play itself had already announced His arrival a couple of minutes prior to His physical appearance on stage. After lighting the lamp Rambhai requested His Holiness to shower us with His nectar filled discourse.
My salutations to all the pious souls present here. Nowadays I am working in the construction line, hence I will explain to you in that language. In the Samarpan family a strong foundation has been laid through bhajans, programmes, etc – all sadhaks have understood that meditation is a technique for all mankind and it is beyond race, religions, gender, colour, country, language, etc. Its foundation cannot be strong unless you know what Paramatma is – and that is universal consciousness. Second, dharma – not external but humanity – that is our dharma; it is not the external manner of worship. One of the objectives of the external religion is to awaken the inner religion. Thirdly, Satguru – He is a medium though which consciousness flows, a medium through whom consciousness flows. Fourth, Meditation – not doing anything is meditation. Not thoughts, etc. This is the foundation for meditation. You have reached the foundation, where you are stuck. You cannot go into meditation. An experiment was conducted in Aradka, 36 hours of cumulative meditation over 8 days was done so that if you go there now you go into a meditative state immediately. Go there, you will get meditation immediately. Your confidence will increase. Go once in your life and get this experience – but go with full feeling (bhav). Meditate and then preserve this experience, and later remember it and meditate. You have to stay in family and society. We have problems – how can we meditate. We have to go beyond and become a witness. I play cricket with my grandson. I make him play, I listen to whatever he says, he says 4, 6, I say yes! The only objective is to make him play, keep your existence separate. This morning there was a lot of hullaballoo in the house as there was no water, family members were all running around. Amidst that chaos within 5 minutes I went into meditation – the moment my eyes closed, I went into meditation! Keep your existence separate. Be a witness. To meditate you need to become a witness. All material progress is because of the effect of collectivity. Your progress can be measured by how much time you take to go into meditation. If you feel scarf is necessary, bath is necessary, then you are depending on things – do not depend on things – the more you depend on external factors the further you go from meditation. The Guru Shakti Dham is also a motive – if you sit in front of the idol and don’t see it then you have gone from the form to the formless. If you are getting thoughts in front of the idol, if your chitta is on problems then you are gone, it is a waste of time. When you are supposed to receive, you miss the energy; you should not get thoughts, the moment your eyes close you should go into meditation, you should place your chitta on what you experience within, on which chakra the energy is felt, which nadi is active, which nadi you are experiencing, which you are not. Observe where the energy is going – experience that. Only in front of the mirror you can experience going within – the deeper you go you will connect with your soul. As you go inside your soul will become strong and your aura will develop and become strong. He will remain ordinary and the soul will become strong, then his existence becomes separate and he goes close to the soul. Obstacles come, physical problems also are there- according to WHO, health problems are not only physical but also mental – mental health is also important. Today in meditation we will pray for good health, you will affirm that my health is improving, it is becoming better. The more you increase this feeling of good health the faster your physical and mental health will improve. We will pray thus, our health is becoming an obstacle, we are healthy and we are becoming better.
We then sat for meditation affirming that our health is good and it is improving – saying it three time. The meditation was divine and went on for about 40 minutes. Swamiji then said, “Namaskar! Try this prayer on health and see.”
His Holiness Swamiji leaves the stage to the sound of conches at 7am followed by Pujya Guruma.
At 8am everybody reconvened for distribution of gifts by drawing of lots. 63 lots were drawn and gifts distributed at the hands of Guruma and Shashwatiji. I could not attend as we had been called for a meeting with Swamiji.
At 9am it was Ambareeshji’s session on SAN. He explained the entire concept very beautifully with examples and narrated his experience on the pilot projects which had been going on for the last one year.
At 9.30am both the managing trustees of both the Trusts came on stage and explained the various developmental activities and future planning of the Trusts.
At 10.10 am Rambhai requested Swamiji to shower us with his consciousness filled words.
My salutations to all pious souls present here. First ask questions, then flow of consciousness and we will conclude thereafter. I am not going to give a discourse, I have come to answer your questions.
Q1.  I meditate, my fiancé meditates, my whole family meditates – can we get married through Samarpan Vivaha.
Ans: Submit your application, we will see.
Q2.  We have an aura machine for checking the aura, I have read that there is a machine for clearing the aura also. Please comment.
Ans: I do not know about any machine. Become independent, meditate and cleanse your own aura; stay in nature, go to river banks, the sea side, hills and you feel good. When you stop getting thoughts means your aura is getting cleansed. Do not look at complex solutions. Meditate – I have given simple solutions. When I was in Germany I was asked a question on listening to a CD and meditating. By doing so you become thoughtless. Guru inculcates values, whereas CD does not. I wish that all of you should become independent, do not depend even on your Guru.
Q3.  I go to do yoga, I read a book about (Swamiji cut him short)
Ans: I have no knowledge of books so I cannot answer.
Q4.  Inner experience and feeling it are different. So, what is this?
Ans: The first experience you get is – feeling good. Ehsaas (feeling) has a different meaning here. Just as I do not know the difference between glass and diamond. Ehsaas means that even after obtaining inner experience you do not realise it. When you go to attend big programmes, then write about it and later read it again to feel the experience. Do not miss the big events. Something good happening is mental. You feel good when you go there, you feel cool vibrations. When I was in Ajmer there was a long line at the Gadhisthan, passersby also stopped out of curiosity and took darshan. They felt good during the first visit because of which they returned later. You will get spiritual experience based on your state. Physical experience is different and spiritual experience is different.
Q5. Thoughtlessness to meditation – I find this rare, how does one go into a thoughtless state, how is it possible to be inspired to get soul consciousness?
Ans: What is your experience? Sadhak: I focus on the lamp and try to concentrate. Swamiji: These are values which have been transferred into you. You meditate just before sunrise – I am a holy soul, I am a pure soul. Try this for 45 days and let me know! This is a simple solution. Do it – I have done this for the past 60 years, it has got a lot of collectivity. Meditation – learn to try and sit for 30 minutes peacefully without moving, letting of gas, coughing, sneezing, sniveling, scratching. Tell yourself that you have donated 30 minutes to me – give me those 30 minutes without having any expectations. Sit without expectations. Is meditation your dad’s servant that it will just happen?! You do not do anything and ask questions! Whenever you get the proximity of a Satguru you should focus on what is inside you and not on the Satguru – focus on chakras, nadis, vibrations. Use every moment to go within. I had got only three days and I made the most of it. Practice going within in collectivity – you can try this during the Saurashtra Ashram Darshan shibirs on 10.12.2017.
Q6. There are 3 genders – male, female and transgender, these are all souls. I have not seen any spiritual institution take on such third gender.
Ans: This just shows that you have not understood Samarpan Meditation. It is open for all, let such people come and meditate in collectivity. These people should come to attend general shibirs and connect.
Q7. Last year during Chaitanya Mahotsav something happened to me. One year has passed. I got hit on the head, and I asked the person sitting behind me not to hit; then I realised it was not him – I saw certain shapes.
Ans: There is the effect of your past life on you. Your Agya chakra is not clear. Whenever bad people come into your life, forgive from the bottom of your heart. This problem will get solved.
Q8.  Meditation does not happen when I am alone. I feel fear, feel that someone is standing behind me. Why is this?
Ans: Your fear is within you. Stop having negative thoughts, your heart chakra is blocked – meditate and clear your heart chakra.

Q9. I got a question – who am I and why have I come here?
Ans: Your vishuddhi chakra is blocked. You have a feeling of being hurt. Look at the Sun and meditate – your clearance will be fast.

Q10.  The objective of all life forms is moksha, then why is there segregation?
Ans: I don’t know. You ask such scary questions! (Swamiji laughs).

Q11.  Swamiji how can one have control over base desires. Could you explain in detail?
Ans: This question is related to all Munis, secondly all these monks are over 50 years in age. Earlier I used to give the answer as – meditate, meditate, meditate. As you meditate, you make the energy within you with practice to rise above and reach the crown chakra. Our chitta automatically goes up. Practice to take the energy to the sahastrar. This is a slow process, after meditating regularly it will get habituated to go up, it will not go to the root chakra (muladhar). With regular meditative practice our energy will go up and you will get control.

Q12.  There are so many new cases of Gurus falling from grace. What do you have to say?
Ans: A Guru is a normal human being just like you and me. He can have a high meditative state and be in that state continuously through his spiritual practice; but if the spiritual practice is stopped then they become like you and me. In earlier days Brahmins used to be known as Brahma Gyanis – those who had the knowledge of Brahma – today they have connected money to Brahmin and to religion. Earlier people used to seek them for their wisdom and because they were unique – but now that uniqueness is lost and they have lost the respect of the people and have become ordinary humans. Same thing has happened with Gurus in society, but this has not affected the Gurus in the Himalayas. In society it is like a coal mine, so you will be affected. Just as you keep a shining brass pot at home which through the day gathers dust, you need to polish it to keep it shining; similarly, the Gurus need to do their sadhana (spiritual practice) always. For Gurus it is a withdrawal account – so they need to meditate to accumulate energy. I go for 45 days meditation during the Deep Meditation Practicum – I will not stop my spiritual practice and if I do stop then I will not show you my face. If you stop you will also face downfall and so will I, if I stop. You need to practice meditation to shine. By meditating make your state good and maintain it – both are necessary. These Gurus who have fallen stopped their meditation and gave more importance to business and hence they slowly lost their power and strength. Don’t come to this field without the knowledge of spiritual experience. During the shibirs for Parliamentarians I had put forward a proposal to issue licenses for Gurus, give license for 5 years, check their aura, if the aura is not good then cancel their license and ask them to meditate and improve their aura, and then the license could be reissued. A single Gurus downfall affects lakhs of sadhaks who get hurt and are disturbed. If they do this then this thing can be stopped. You cannot pretend about spirituality now – no drama about it – now one’s state can be checked with the help of machines. So many advances have taken place in science, so many discussions take place on TV but nobody talks about aura because they do not have any knowledge of it. When you tell them about the aura it comes as a shock to them – they don’t know anything. You should talk about the aura while doing prachar. There are 29 lakh saints, one or two fall - do you stop going to see saints? You don’t! Similarly, there are bad doctors, but do you stop visiting doctors when you fall sick, Aircrafts crash – do you stop flying? There is a lot of negative publicity given to saints in the press. In the book – Discovery of India – read the newspapers of those times. So many good things are happening, but the press focuses only on the negative.

When I had gone to England once, at the airport a person met me and said there are so many negative things happening, lots of bombings, etc. I said, “Where? I cannot see anything, I can see only good on this side, you are looking at the other side and that is why you can only see negative things, and I see only positive things. Life is like a pendulum, there is always good and bad which is taking place all the time – it is important to see what you are looking at, where your chitta is? If you see bad then your chitta is on bad things will happen to you, but if your chitta is on good and you meditate regularly nothing bad will happen to you. You will give yourself protection. I was travelling in a car and I got a negative thought and I told him to stop the car. Through my chitta I saw that he had had a terrible accident at that spot earlier. So, I told him you either change the car or change your route if you do not want to suffer another accident. There is a poem by a famous Marathi writer – Ekach Pyala.  What it says is that it is easy to stop drinking from the first glass, but if you take the first glass then it becomes more and more difficult to stop later, as you get a chain of negative thoughts thus resulting in your fall. Break this chain of negative thoughts and meditate.

Samarpan Administration Network (SAN) will start shortly. I was explained this by Sundeep Sharmaji in brief – he said it is like a soldier through his had work and performance can go on to become a general. Similarly, an ordinary sadhak can progress to become a trustee. When you come here you should write a diary. When you come here you should increase your circle, expand your circle, increase your contacts, then that much better will be your network. Every month keep on checking on what positive changes take place in your life.

Once I was sitting for meditation early in the morning at Golden Swan resort in Mumbai when a couple came jogging and stopped at a respectful distance. When I opened my eyes I saw them and they said they stopped because they felt good. After some casual talk they left. Next morning again they came and the husband said that a miracle took place. He said he worked in the IT industry and he was vexed by a particular problem for a very long time and after meeting you yesterday I found the solution miraculously. I told him you did not connect with me, you connected with lakhs of positive souls through me and hence you got a positive result. That is the power of collectivity. He got a positive effect in just half an hour, you are with me for three days – introspect on what has happened to you in these three days. Next programme will be at Rajkot in Saurashtra Samarpan Ashram on December 10. Namaskar!

At 11.50 His Holiness left the stage followed by Her Holiness Guruma to the sound of conches blowing. Parasbhai announced the end of the event and we left after a few more announcements. After taking bhojan prasad and attending another meeting, we left the Ashram at around 2pm for Mumbai.

Our heartfelt thanks to His Holiness Swamiji, Her Holiness Guruma and the family members, the organisers and all the volunteers who made this event such a success that all we had to do was enjoy the shower of consciousness which was on for three days.

Please excuse me for not getting a totally accurate account of the discourses and QnA sessions. I tried to write down the translation live to the best of my ability with His Blessings; though I am sure I may have missed some sentences and not got the meaning right - but you will get the officially translated discourses in the JF 2018 issue of Madhuchaitanya. _/\_ _/\_ _/\_ 


|| Jai Baba Swami||

Saturday, July 22, 2017

GURU-POORNIMA – 2017

7, 8, 9 July 2017 – at Kutch Samarpan Ashram - Punadi Village, Bhuj, Kutch


Guru-Poornima  Darshan
I had booked flight tickets to Bhuj in March itself. I got a call from a sadhaks saying that his sister is travelling from the US to take diksha and could she come with me from Bhuj airport to the Ashram. I said of course, no problems at all. I had web checked in and was waiting at the airport. Ramnath Kamath joined me at the airport and after he checked in, I got a call from Mr. Patil saying that his wife had just entered the airport and he described her dress etc and I tried to locate her. I did a couple of rounds of the check-in area and not seeing her there, both Ramnath and I left for security check. I was sure that the Guru-energies will look after her. I did not find her after security check, boarding started and the aircraft was filling up, when I saw her come in the same smiling face which had been whatsapped by her brother. I asked her where she got lost, and she said something to the effect that there was some issue at security clearance and hence the delay. Anyways, I had called the Samarpan Transport Agency and they had said that a vehicle will be available when we reach Bhuj airport. We met quite a few other sadhaks at the airport, including Diwakar Sambhare who had come with a group of 5 sadhaks from Singapore. Once we got out, we contacted the transport liaison man and he called for a Force Toofan (an eleven-seater jeep) – we were nine of us and we got into the jeep. The road to the Ashram was very smooth and we reached the Ashram at just before 8.30am. Once we reached the matter part of the walkway, I put my bag down to remove the handle for using the trolley wheels to pull the bag, and guess what! The handle came in my hand and the bag stayed on the ground. I picked up the bag and lugged it along to the registration counter. There both Ramnath and I stood in line, till someone told us the VIP line was separate. We went to that line and got our registration formalities completed and were told that we were put up in the new Sadhak Nivas and not in the tent. When we enquired, we were told that these are Swamiji’s instructions, so we gladly accepted and walked out again to cross the road and go to the Sadhak Nivas. There was a slight drizzle as we walked and the temperature cooled a bit. We took a room, placed our bags and just then I noticed that Pratapbhai had called. I called back and he said that a meeting was organised so please come to the office. Both Ramnath and I freshened up a bit and left for the Ashram office. Just before reaching the Ashram office, met Binythaji and Mayur from Germany, chatted with them for some time and then left for the meeting. There was no power and it was extremely humid, by the time the meeting started it was 10.30am. After the meeting, we went to have lunch and after lunch went back to our rooms to rest a bit and then returned to the main pandal for the launch of the GP 2017 event at 2.30pm.

At 2.40pm Her Holiness Guruma took her seat to the sound of conches blowing followed shortly by His Holiness Swamiji. Dr Paras Bhatt and Ms. Ketki Parikh were the masters of ceremony for the three-day event. They announced the traditional lighting of the lamp ceremony for which various religious heads had been invited. As a couple of religious heads had not arrived the function was held up and after 10 minutes of waiting Swamiji told them to go ahead with the lighting of the lamp with the heads who had arrived in time. The lamp was lit by following religious heads: Shri Ishwardas Bhagat, Matashri Akhandanandji, Father Zobi along with both the Trust’s Managing Trustees along with Mr. Jigneshbhai Mehta the Head of the Kutch Ashram Committee. After the lighting of the lamp to a round of applause the religious heads were felicitated by the Trustees with the presentation of shawl, coconut, sahitya and a rose flower. At 3.10pm Jigneshbhai gave his welcome speech and thereafter Her Holiness Guruma presided over the launch of a) Darshan Shibir – Anand DVD, b) Amrut Varsha – discourses of GP 2016 in 4 languages, c) Maa book in Bengali language, d) Diary – My Experiences, e) A night lamp which played a tune and last but not least, f) Samarpan Global ID Card. Guruma spoke encouraging words with each launch and she had special words of praise for the Madhuchaitanya team. She announced that Madhuchaitanya magazine subscription would be given free of cost for one year to all those participating in the GP17 event. She clarified that those who had existing subscriptions could gift their copy to friend/family/associate and thus help not only in increasing subscription but also in getting more people into the Samarpan family fold. The religious heads who had come late were felicitated by Shri Sundeep Sharma namely Dilip Bajaji, Shantidas Maharaj, Kalyandas Bapu and Maulana Haji Salim Babu. Anuragji then came and explained the concept of the new Samarpan ID Card with the new UID which would be a global identity card. After that a walk-through video of the Kutch GSD was remotely launched by His Holiness Swamiji and the same was shown to the participants. At exactly 3.30pm His and Her Holiness leaving one after the other to the sound of conches being blown. The religious heads then left together. After that Dr. Ishnath Singh and Hasmukh Vaghela came on stage to talk about Madhuchaitanya. Thereafter Mrs. Priya Pedamkar and Ramakant Tawde explained the nuances about the distribution related Guru-karya. The first session then ended at 4pm with an hour’s tea break.
Her Holiness Guruma

At 5.04pm Her Holiness Guruma took her seat to the sound of conches followed by His Holiness Swamiji five minutes later. I was sitting with eyes shut and my chitta on my crown chakra when vibrations started on the crown and started moving down the body. It was just before the arrival of His Holiness. His Holiness then lit the lamp and took his seat. Then after Guru Avahan, Rambhai then requested His Holiness to shower his divine nectar-filled discourse.

Welcome to all Paramatmas, today on the occasion of the Guru-poornima Mahashibir I extend a heartfelt welcome to everyone. In every event we start the programme with Guru Mantra, Guru Vandana – Gururbrahma, Gururvishnu, Gururdevo Maheshwara, Gurursakshat Parabrahma, Tasmay Shree Guruve Namaha…. We invoke all these three energies through such a medium in whom we believe, and through his medium we connect with all three energies; and when we establish a connection and surrender totally and unconditionally (Samarpan), then at that very moment our inner journey commences. That medium is a mirror, through whose medium we see our own face. We reach our own soul through that medium and on reaching the soul, the Paramatma we are looking for outside, we find Him within ourselves and our entire search, roaming about stops and we obtain the experience of inner peace and satisfaction within us. I had got such an experience for the first time in the Himalayas in the presence of Shiv Baba. On knowing that he was an ordinary man I accepted him as Paramatma and then my entire spiritual journey began. Each person needs to do that. The way to search and the path may be different for everyone but the destination for all is the same. When I got that experience, that was a turning point in my life. That cave is in such a dangerous place; tomorrow Ambareeshji will tell you about that place. 40 years since the time I had gone there, that cave is getting closed. He went with 5 people, you can imagine how I must have gone 40 years ago. You need to find such a place and start your own inner journey. There are many such places in the Himalayas, but it is not possible to reach there. A tribal girl has her own beauty dressed in traditional attire, you cannot dress her up as a city girl. I have given you the knowledge gained from the Himalayan Masters in exactly the same way that I received it, without any change. There are 3 important points to note – 1) The soul accompanies a person when he takes birth, 2) Kundalini energy accompanies the soul with a record of all past karmas and lastly, 3) the subtle body accompanies the other two with the record of that soul’s spiritual progress. These are the permanent things, everything else is temporary and is external and the soul takes on after birth, like religion, language, name, country, etc. – these all come later, but the other three are permanent. Do you ever think about these three things, everything else is a waste of time! Today you will meditate only with these three things. You have to practice this every moment. There should be awareness of what you are focusing on; if you are focussing elsewhere then your energy is getting wasted. I had started by giving discourses while standing; later lots of things got added – meditation mat, lamp, old traditional rituals, havan for surrendering all your faults and burning them, etc. All the rituals got added for purifying your chitta. These are all prams (baba gadis)!

Why Jains do not meditate? Now they are only left with rituals and no meditation. This should not happen to you. The scarf was given so that your chitta could be focussed on the crown chakra. You should be able to go into a meditative state just on shutting your eyes. Examine for yourself how much time you take to enter into a meditative state, slowly you should stop the use of prams (baba gadis). In Mumbai, a sadhaks who was to meet me came late, I closed my eyes and went into meditation for one hour. In Germany there are beautiful places, big trees, with small plants surrounding the tree. In such a place during the retreat, I asked the sadhaks to come towards me in small groups from a distance and they felt my aura. When I am sitting in a place where there is no person I go into a meditative state and my aura expands. This is not fiction – in solitude the aura keeps opening. Observe yourself when you are alone, you should go into a meditative state – it has to happen. Observe your thoughts, and if you are getting thoughts, then in that solitude these thoughts belong to you only. And if you are getting thoughts when you are alone then you will never be peaceful anywhere in the world. This is not a good state. Observe, do you get inner peace and satisfaction? Go anywhere in the world, you can only get it from your soul. You cannot get this peace in the market, whatever you buy in the market – this is momentary – and when you go within your entire search stops. You go to a temple and stand in line, there is a lot of rush and pushing and shoving, but you get darshan for a brief moment and feel good. When you are asked whether you want to go again, you say yes. Go and sit in solitude and introspect on why you want to go to the temple. It is so because you felt inner peace. That idol is a medium which gives energy. Some saint has established it there and you get energy from that idol and feel peace. That idol is a mirror. You see your face and feel happy, you experience your own soul, you reach near your own soul and get its proximity thus getting the inner experience. There are two things which happen – you get dependent on the idol if you go to the temple and get experience. 24/7, if you get that feeling how would it be? When you go to a Guru’s samadhi, the samadhist guru’s aura is spread all over, the subtle body is developed – there also you get a similar experience. The moment you bow in front of a samadhi you get the inner experience, the same experience you get in the presence of a living Satguru – and when you focus fully on him, he is also a mirror. The Satguru does not do anything, as you go close to your soul in his proximity your inner journey begins and you experience inner joy. In a temple, at a samadhi, and in the presence of a living Guru the same process occurs. You experience inner joy. But this same process takes place in the Himalayas in solitude – there is no temple, idol, Guru – they (the Himalayan Masters) do not need prams. They look for such inhospitable and uninhabitable places which are beyond one’s imagination. I have got the knowledge from them and have tried to give it to you. Everything else has been added, I don’t think it is bad, all these prams have helped, they are all props, support. You have used it for a year, stop using it, stand on your own feet. Samarpan should not depend upon rituals. You give importance to things other than meditation, first aarti started, then those who are in meditation are forced to get up to stand for aarti, don’t do that. Do not stop people from coming to the centres because they do not wear a scarf, or because of their dress – don’t impose on others. Let him experience. I have not stopped people from drinking then why are you imposing conditions? If you want to do something, do it, do not force others. If you put all these conditions on new sadhaks, you will make him dependent. These should be minimised – dependence on this. The opposite situation exists overseas – they only meditate. In India, they have added all this because they have absorbed many traditional methods. Overseas, you use your methods. If you can, great! Don’t criticise Indian sadhaks – in India the collectivity is huge like an elephant and when you criticise it appears like a mouse is taking on an elephant. You need collectivity and solitude while meditating. In the morning, meditate alone and in the evening, go to the centre to meditate. In a good state, you will learn to drive the car at high speed when you are alone and when you go into collectivity you will learn to control the car. The chitta should be as strong as is necessary and the same with control. Remember, methods should not be forced, don’t force let them use their own methods. I was myself thinking about what happens during Guru-poornima! What change takes place? It is just like when we send SMS and WhatsApp messages – the message reaches various people via satellite at the same time. The effect of stars also takes place on the body. On Poornima (full moon day), the moon has an effect on the tides, on the sea – it affects the high and low tides. There is no change in me. There is a change in the water inside me – a human body consists of approximately 70% water. My body is connected to lakhs of souls – there is a big ocean flowing within me. On Poornima I get a unique form of energy from the moon and I am also in the proximity of my Gurus; the Satguru does not keep anything, all this energy he distributes to his followers equally. Those sadhaks who are connected with their chitta absorb the energy. Whatever energy you are getting, you should be able to receive. Go within, increase your receiving capacity. How does one increase one’s receiving capacity? Let me explain. Keep your chitta on food and take only that much food as is required by your body. If you are feeling sleepy that means you have eaten food in excess, and your energy is being used in digesting the food. You should not feel lazy or sleepy. Eat only as much as is required. Similarly, your ears also listen. Only listen to good things, if any nonsense is being spoken, just leave. You must decide on what you want to listen to. During these 3 days listen to good things. The third is food of the mouth. Talk little. Sadhikas specially! You talk too much! Talk only as much as is required. If you are sharing experiences then that is beneficial to both the talker and the listener. Maintain a personal diary. It was my desire, that the diary – My Experiences – has been released – I am very happy. You write in your own diary. Whenever you are in a difficult situation, the diary will help you. As soon as your chitta goes on Guru-poornima you will immediately get a good state and feel relief. This will come from within. When you narrate experiences, the truth has its own vibration. Just write what comes to mind and do not bother about what people will think. I just come to talk, I don’t think and I am not bothered by what you think. When you share experiences don’t bother about what people will think. The narration should be from within. Food – take good food through the mouth, ears and eyes. Look at good things. Even by looking at photos you realise who is a good person and who is not. Your chitta decides. Look at people who make you feel good. Visual food should also be good, as also auditory and oral food. If you can keep a control on these for the three days, then this Guru-poornima will be the turning point in your life. The state which I received with Shiv Baba, you can get that state in these three days – I am preparing you for that. You are tying the scarf, the more you reduce your dependence on such prams, the better it will be for you – focus on meditation. There is a couplet of Saint Kabir which in essence says – when I looked for Paramatma, I did not find Him, but when I lost myself I found Paramatma. Till you lose your ego you will never attain Paramatma. I told sadhaks to drop their ego and go and ask friends and relatives to donate. This is not just a Guru Shakti Dham – this is a place which will give self-realisation. 50/100 years from now research will take place on how this happens. When I started my discourses, I was questioned about the Kundalini energy. There was a sadhika who was a follower of Swami Muktananda, she brought a book the next day and showed the sadhaks what was written in the book about the Kundalini energy. Now the Kundalini is awakened even through video shibirs, photos and the next step will be through these auspicious idols. When you get donations from non-sadhaks, you are connecting them to it (the GSD). When you take such people to the Ashram you will awaken a desire within them. This is a way of prachar. The Guru-energies are changing their pattern. I was just a shell on the sea shore, as soon as I got Baba Dham, people started coming to see me. The packaging changes as per the times. The first Gadhisthan came up in Mogar village and the next one is coming up in Ajmer. This is the second place. This is an excuse for connecting those who are not connected. Ego stops you from asking. I have never asked in 22 years. Now I am asking. Ask and see, those who give will come one day to see the Guru Shakti Dham. A desire will come to visit that place. Our own ego blocks us from asking. Just give the card and see for yourself; if a chance is given to a soul to connect and such a soul connects, what an opportunity for you to do good! If you are thinking this will not happen, whether you give or not it will happen! When such a change happens, then it is an indication of the times yet to come. Just as the video shibir started, those people connected with Samarpan Meditation who had not even met me. Lakhs of souls are waiting to connect through donations. You have to reach them. When you go to Guru Shakti Dham, you chitta should be on the living idol, and through this idol your inner journey should commence; and while sitting in the proximity of the idol you should see the Paramatma within. You go to places with expectations – go to the Guru Shakti Dham without any expectations. Expectations are physical, things which you will lose with the physical body, don’t carry those inside. Go without any expectations. In the present Guru’s proximity is rare. All media takes your chitta outside. Earlier there was only radio, now there are thousands of channels on radio, TV, social media – what are you going to do with all this knowledge? - know your self. Once you know yourself you will get to know everything. All the knowledge which you acquire throughout your life you forget during your old age. Obtain knowledge which is permanent. People find name plates, remember car number plates!! Find ways to go inside. Find places which takes your chitta inside. You do not remember your name, religion, gender, language and the more you practice in placing your chitta inside that much greater will be the result of your practice. Now meditate from where you have come, where religion, gender, language, country, place does not matter – you are like a small child who is just born, new born baby, the more you feel this the deeper you will go within. You have taken on this body with a holy and pure soul to free yourself from this birth-rebirth cycle. Forget your existence. My samarpan is towards you and hence I succeed in establishing a connection with you. You establish a connection with your soul and you will get the same thing which I have got. No mantra, nothing….meditate …..meditate …. meditate.

Swamiji was saying this from a very high energy zone….my eyes were shutting and my hands were scribbling….. there was energy pulsating from the crown chakra and flowing within….. the centre of the palms of my hands were pulsating with energy flowing outwards. This meditation was very deep and divine.
Namaskar!

(After the meditation, Swamiji continued speaking) Like a drop has a special relationship with the ocean, like the sun’s rays have a special relationship with the sun, each one of you us unique, my relationship with each one of you is unique, the relationship which I have with you is not the same as with others. I have tried to clear your faults. It is my desire that you establish this connection and you have to remain connected with yourself. Tomorrow I am not going to come, you stay connected with my subtle body tomorrow, in the same way you have connected with my physical body today. Watch your diet, I am trying to make you independent and strong, to make you depend on your own soul. You have to try staying with yourself. If you can do that, I will try and give you the true vision (Satya Darshan) of the Satguru the day after.
The session ended with shanti path and a break for dinner was announced.

At 8pm the cultural programme was to start, but with the tardy arrival of the sadhaks, Her Holiness Guruma was kept waiting and Parasbhai kept appealing to the sadhaks to take their seats as Guruma was waiting for them. At 8.20pm Her Holiness Guruma took her seat to the sound of conches blowing. The following dances took place one after the other:
1)      Goa Krantinagar Centre – a dance – Gajanana – performed with great joy and energy with the crown chakra getting activated.
2)      Thane East centre then performed a dance – Thin Thanare
3)      Surat Zone 1 sadhaks – Avyo re utsav
4)      Bhavnagar sadhaks – Sachiya
5)      Ramsagarpura-Raipur sadhaks – fusion of 5 songs which was wonderfully executed
6)      Ahmedabad Zone 3 sadhaks – and excellent dance drama based on the story saint Ashtavakra.
7)      Airoli sadhaks then performed a dance based on the three goddesses – Ambe, Durga and Bhavani – superb energy which activated the crown chakra.
8)      Surat Zone 2 then performed a dance
9)      Different centres from Mumbai – Malad West, Charkop, Borivali, Kandivali West performed a Qawwali which had such high energy that they got the participants clapping with Her Holiness thoroughly enjoying the performance. There were shouts of encore, but when they tried to re-run the CD, it did not work – the participants were very tired and hence perhaps the Guru-Energies felt they should rest. Parasbhai announced that time permitting tomorrow they will perform again in the evening.Shanti path was chanted, after which Her Holiness took leave to the sound of conches. It was 9.45pm. We then left for our quarters and ended the first day filled with bliss and joy.

Cultural Programme
8-7-2017

The sadhaks who had registered for havan had to go directly to the tent in which the havan was to be held at 7am. The rest of the sadhaks were to assemble in the main tent to view the DVD on the Anand Darshan Shibir. We enjoyed listening to the DVD, for me it was a revisit to the shibir as I had gone to Anand to attend the shibir in 2010-11. The break for breakfast took place at 8.45am and we were asked to reassemble at 11am. While leaving the pandal, it was raining slightly and I noticed a sadhaks had placed his slippers in a protective plastic bag. I was wondering and laughing to myself, whether the soul gets the same kind of protection as the slippers!

After reassembly at 11am, we were waiting in great anticipation for Her Holiness Guruma’s discourse when the conches started blowing at around 6 minutes past 11 indicating the arrival of Her Holiness. We chanted the Guru Avahan Mantra with Rambhai after Her Holiness took her seat and then Rambhai requested Her Holiness to deliver her nectar filled discourse.

Welcome to all souls present to Guru-poornima 2017, Jai Baba Swami! The Guru-poornima celebration is an occasion where we spend the entire time in the Guru’s proximity – meaning the Guru takes you from darkness into light. Who is your Guru? Our Guru is our soul and when we do samarpan (complete and unconditional surrender) of our body to our soul, then our soul becomes our Guru. Till we do not get that feeling within us, we need a third person. The third person who takes you towards your own soul is the Satguru. The Satguru who teaches you how to live and helps you to establish oneness with the soul. We know that the soul exists, but we don’t listen to it and when we do listen to it we do not accept what it is saying. Sometimes, we become so intellectual that we don’t believe in the soul. How to make the soul the Guru? Why has the soul taken birth? 2-3 years ago, an incident took place in Australia. While conversing casually in Australia a lot of things get discussed. One sadhika said, that when the children are born a lot of different kinds of efforts are made to get a good soul. In Mahabharata, Abhinmanyu’s story is well known, where he heard the discussion of Subhadra-Kriahna on how to enter the battle formation – ‘chakravyuh’ while in the womb, but did not hear the part about how to come out once he had entered. In Australia, people are trying to create designer babies with such thoughts. Parents think about what kind of child they want – sportsperson, then should he/she be a footballer, tennis player, cricketer? Then prior to the child’s birth, prior to even conceiving they start reading about the sport, watching videos of such players and when the child is conceived the mother watches such DVDs and the entire pregnancy period is filled with thoughts and discussions of such favourite player. After the child is 8-9 years old, the training starts. If it is swimming then the put the child straight away into the pool. With such kind of training does such a soul take birth? We also do the same for birth of pure souls (punya atma avahan). What efforts do we take for pure souls? Do we devote our time for such a birth? Do we read books, listen to audio, listen to discourses? Both parents need to devote time! I felt inner satisfaction that the parents surrender to the Guru and secondly no burden is placed on the child saying that you have to become so and so. What birth has taken place for liberation, lots of karmas are burnt when you are giving a body to a soul for liberation. One thing needs to be done while giving birth, listen to good audios, etc and by that values are instilled into the foetus in the womb. Child born thus is born without any faults. Such a child is indebted to the parents, similarly all of us are indebted to our parents. A physical body is needed for the soul to attain liberation. Do we have a feeling of thankfulness towards our parents? How do we get liberated if we don’t get free of our debts – debt to parents, teachers, school, country, society? What can we do? Can we do what they did for us? Can we do the same for others? Make a commitment – we are souls, but we will get free of all our physical debts. When we meditate, we do so as a soul. The body is a facility for completing our birth to death cycle. The soul can show the path to free us of our debts. The Satguru guides the soul and the soul guides us. During the Guru-poornima celebrations we live as souls; after Guru-poornima you leave and head towards your home, talk of family, responsibilities, work – all these thoughts will come to mind. I have to do this work at home, this work in the office! We start remembering everything again. Is this a sin? No! We have to do this, there is no objection! Just don’t think about it. If we start thinking, then pray, Gurudev once I reach home let what needs to happen, happen; the more you surrender, the work will keep happening automatically. Then you will not get the feeling of the body working. The mind remains calm and the work happens and you won’t get the feeling that I did the work! When you get the feeling that I did the work, then it becomes karma. Surrender – not for the body to become free but for the soul to become free; why is the body tying itself to work/karma? Whatever work the sadhak does, whether it is right or wrong, and if the body believes and the soul allows the body to believe then it gets tied to your karma. If you say, Gurudev let it happen, then there is no karma attached. There are two benefits of saying this – 1) No ego develops on success and no feeling of guilt on failure, you live as a soul. We have lived for a long time as bodies, from now onwards we will live as souls. Once the body (physical feelings) rises to the brain, how will the crown chakra open? We will try and live as a soul, our brain will keep trying to remind us that we are a body, we eat, drink, sleep, breathe etc. Just as we take care of our vehicle, we service our vehicles, isn’t it? When we live as souls, we should maintain the body – the soul will do it. It will control the tongue. In this wonderful weather let us eat pakodas with hot tea, but when we become tools of our soul, then the soul will the body what it needs, what is of use to the body. The soul will make the body sit for meditation. Then you will sit in a state of meditation without any physical feeling. Take a step in that direction – make the body a tool for that.

Let me tell you a story. There was a king who had everything, his kingdom was peaceful and secure and everything was available to his subjects because of which they too were happy. He had good relations with his neighbouring kingdoms. And as his subjects were all very happy, he felt that he should now progress spiritually for his soul. He asked the royal Guru, prayed to him, prostrated in front of him and asked his Guru – my subjects are happy, safe and my relations with my neighbours is good. I want to do something for my soul. I am thinking of handing over the charge of my kingdom to some suitable person and then go and do penance in the forest. I will take some wealth with me and fend for myself and I will take guidance from my soul. I will take your guidance to find who is suitable to look after the kingdom. Who is suitable for the role of king. His Guru told him to give the entire kingdom to me. The king obeyed his Guru and handed over the kingdom to him and said from today you are the king. When the king asked him for some wealth to fend for himself, the Guru said I have responsibility to the subjects and hence I will not be able to give you anything for free. The Kings said I will work and the Guru said I will give you work to do. The Guru gave back the kingdom to the king and told him to rule it, and the Guru also gave him some money for doing the job. Now the situation had changed – there was no tension and he had surrendered everything to the Guru. He did the same thing – surrender, we all need to do the same thing too. Surrender to the Guru. Engineers, doctors, software engineers, teachers, etc all surrender to the Guru. Whatever the Guru is giving, we spend, we waste; but once we become his workers just observe what happens – your patients will recover, the software engineers and engineers will take the country higher, the country will progress with our soul showing the world a new path, a positive way to live, we will take the message, values to our family and circle of friends and not get stuck in useless matters. Every moment in life is surrendered to the Guru, meaning our soul and Guru’s Guru meaning, our Satguru. When we spend our time with our Guru, Guru’s Guru, they will not distract us, nor take us on the wrong path; it will take us to the final destination, the soul will attain the ultimate goal. From this moment onwards we will live as souls and progress as souls. When the soul is progressing as a soul, no attachment will tie us down, there will be no maya (illusion), no attachment, we will progress as souls and this is our last birth, whatever karmas have to be endured, this body will be used by the soul to get free from bondage. In this, there is no work for the brain. Let the soul do the work, it is getting free of debt. The soul wants to do work for the Guru Shakti Dham, so that it will get free of debt of the Satguru. Even if one debt remains outstanding the soul has to take birth again. There will be no obstacle for liberation that is the Satguru’s commitment, the Soul – our Guru, has to ensure that it does not get tied down. Why should one go away from the path of the soul, it is the pure wish of the soul, how can the body hinder you, the body is the tool of the soul; the body has been given to the soul to get free of bonds by enduring them, so as to reach the stage of freedom/liberation – death will be the beautiful moment to everlasting freedom. Why not experience that from now itself! When death has happened, what we see, what we hear is just illusion. Why not live the moment of freedom from today itself? If we do so, then our ego will be dead from today, give it up, give up the ego – what ego, what guilt, what attachment? Leave all from this moment onwards. Attain moksha now! 

Remain as a Guru in Guru’s proximity – then this will be a Guru Durbar, and we can then enter the Guru Darbar at any moment. (Her Holiness was speaking at a very high energy level – it was as if Swamiji himself was speaking through her – this showed that Guruma’s surrender to Swamiji was complete and unconditional and she had merged into Him – total oneness) Why not become free from this very moment. Sadhaks express a wish to go to that level, they want to undertake the journey to Gurulok. Every soul can do so without the burden of expectations, etc. Without any burden, the soul rises by itself, meditation just takes place. Let us try a small experiment. Swamiji has given a solution. I will tell what the solution is. Meditate in a place created in your mind. With this practise you will not require any tools. The soul always meditates to connect with Paramatma. All the other tools are external to help you, to support you, but you should not make that into a habit. No harm in using these tools, but do not become dependent on them, if we depend on external help how will we meditate – photo, mat, lamp, aarti, scarf – all these are symbolic. Earlier Swamiji used to conduct meditation chakra-wise. Then it was a full stop to this method – and the meditation then took you direct to the sahastrar. Then this became a habit, mention to yourself that this became a habit, and to break the habit, meditate tomorrow without any scarf. Without scarf take your chitta to the crown chakra, because even if you wear a scarf if you get thoughts, then it is of no use. Get rid of the scarf. You have grown so big, no – now you don’t need any support. You are now grown up, so get rid of the tools, no nappy changers needed any more, no one to help you change your clothes. Definitely bathe in consciousness but without any expectations. Do you keep any spoilt machines at home? No, you call the mechanic and repair them isn’t it, or if it cannot be repaired you get rid of it. If your physical health is spoilt, you go to the doctor. The all- round mechanic is Prarthana Dham. You do not have any problems – you are a soul! If the body has problems then there is Prarthana Dham. If after prayer nothing happens, that means these are the karma which you have to endure. Some people send the same prayer every week. Are you so dependent? If you have created such a beautiful place to meditate, then go there. If you have meditated for several births then you will automatically reach that place of meditation which you have used in your past births. You all have done such spiritual practice in the past births, then lost your way, found it again, and now you have become free of the physical, now you are a soul; and you practice daily you will reach that place which has been your place of spiritual practice of several births. That place is full of your consciousness, and when your soul reaches that place then there will be no illusion that you are a soul, you will remain a holy and pure soul always, and the soul will not let the body waiver. Now onwards practice in that place and get rid of all your physical burdens – the soul is not a brother/sister/father/mother – it is just a soul. The body will endure all its bonds, let it do so and become free. If the body does not do so then it will be reborn. Get connected with other, get connected to the Guru Shakti Dham. My experience is that what remains with us is what should be with you. If you donate, that money comes back to you if it has to remain with you. When my salary was Rs. 1500 I used to put money away for Guru-karya and I was never short of it. Whatever was best for this body, this body provided. All students who were in school, whoever learnt from me, I gave them my best. Whatever was best in the market I ate, and also distributed. I never thought about the future, I never thought about the future and stayed happy. Whatever I had surrendered to the Guru, I got back the money when required at the time my son had to study for engineering. Do guru-karya without fear. I am telling you to do Guru-karya, once our karma gets over we will stop. What should we do to stay connected? Keep performing Guru-karya selflessly, do propagation, pray, donate money, give birth to souls, lead souls to this path – each soul should bring at least one soul. At least this much prachar you should do and then you have the right to achieve moksha. All of you remain free and obtain moksha from now onwards, from this moment, free from body, free from thoughts, let the tools help you to work, you remain free – these are my wishes.

Her Holiness took us deep into meditation, very deep as consciousness filled the tent and I went into a sense of total void. I could hear Her Holiness cough from a great distance, just as Swamiji does and then again, the self dissolved into nothingness. After what seemed like twenty minutes announcements started. Parasbhai was saying that lots of questions come on Swamiji’s e-mail ID. Very lengthy questions which are difficult to decipher. Please send questions in brief and to the point. Ask questions in a maximum of 50 words. If you get an answer do not send a thank you reply by email. We accept that you are thankful. Remember questions are to be to the point only.
It was announced that for Guru-pujan the next day Singapore couple Manoj and Anisha Bole and Mrs and Mr Hasit Joshi have been selected. Best wishes to reach the ultimate goal, live as souls. After this the session ended and lunch break was announced.

There were lots of Trust event related meetings during this break, and by the time we became free it was almost 2pm. After lunch we again reassembled at 3.30pm. Ambareeshji’s Shibu journey was to be narrated.

At 4pm Ambareeshji took the stage and with the help of a video narrated his precarious journey along with 4 sadhaks. He mentioned that after 40 years the cave was now getting shut naturally. This narration was wonderful and showcased the tremendous changes which have come over Ambareeshji. It was very soul uplifting and a huge thank you and Jai Baba Swami to Ambareeshji for visually bringing the starting point of Swamiji’s spiritual journey to all of us!
Thereafter both the Managing Trustees briefed the participants about the progress made by both the Trusts in various fields. Thereafter the President of the Guru-Poornima committee Mr. Jignesh Mehta and his colleague Ms. Neelam Sakhariya explained the Kutch Ashram Development projects and the progress the Ashram had made. At 5.36pm the session ended for the dinner break with the sadhaks being informed to reconvene at 8.15pm for the cultural programme.
At exactly 8.30pm Her Holiness Guruma entered the pandal to the sound of conches being blown and took her seat. Parasbhai and Ketkiji then invited the cultural programme participants one by one to take the stage for their performances.
   1)      Surat Zone 2 performed a dance based on classical fusion music. 
   2)      Mumbai’s Lokhandwala and Dahisar centres performed a dance.
   3)      Goa West Zone, Vasco D’gama centre gave a wonderful presentation on Adi-Guru Lord Shiva.
   4)      Bhavnagar sadhaks then performed a dance – ‘Aoji aoji’.
   5)      New Panvel centre performed a Lord Shiva dance.
   6)      Bangalore 0 Samarpan Bhavan sadhaks performed a local folk dance – ‘chinappa chinappa’.
   7)      Mumbai’s youth sadhikas gave an excellent dance recital – ‘Tu hi rab, Tu hi aa’ which ended with       the Guru Shakti Dham banner.
   8)      Surat Zone 1 sadhaks performed a dance – ‘Jag gumiya tare javisa na koi’.
   9)      Bhuj, Kutch sadhaks performed a dance – ‘Mere mann me jyot jaga re sahib’.
   10)  Kandivali West, Borivali, Lokhandwala, Thakur Complex centre gave a repeat performance of the      Qawalli – Ali. This performance was more charged up than yesterday’s, which honestly speaking I      had thought was not possible – in fact this performance had such high energy that the entire pandal      was up and dancing and clapping. Superb performance and my heartfelt congratulations to the            entire team. In fact, one could see the joy on Her Holiness’s face as she clapped away with great          enthusiasm and joy.
After this performance, announcements were made for tomorrows Guru-pujan and what arrangements were to be done. After shanti path, we retired for the night.



9-7-2017

Today was the big day……the day when the Guru-energies shower at the maximum – Guru-Poornima….the one day in the year where you literally have the chance to merge with the Satguru. We assembled in the main hall at 6am. There was pin drop silence, for a change the sadhaks had registered the importance of the day and come as holy and pure souls. Her Holiness Guruma entered the pandal to the sound of conches at 6.20am followed shortly by His Holiness. After lighting of the lamp and Guru Avahan, Rambhai prayed to His Holiness to shower all those present with his nectar filled discourse.

Welcome to all Paramatmas who have come here. In this world, some people have a spiritual thirst awakened in them, and when that happens they run away to the Himalayas. What is the reason? What is there in the Himalayas, what attraction is there that man starts walking in that direction? In the Himalayas, many rishis/munis have been meditating for years together, and through their meditation have created massive auras, and because of those auras a kind of attraction, a kind of pull is felt by people. Actually, those who go to the Himalayas in search of inner peace, they keep on roaming around, and when they forget themselves, they experience Paramatma. Paramatma is not something to be searched, you find Paramatma only when you lose your self. The road to the Himalayas is a one way path and whoever has gone has never returned, and if such a person has returned then his existence has become a void. In the Himalayas one merges with nature, becomes one with nature, there is no separate existence over there. You too experience this when you go to the forests where there is no one, you too become one with nature and start observing things minutely, there are absolutely no thoughts. You see the flowers, trees, stones, rivers, etc in a new light, you see the consciousness and the beauty of nature, you become one with nature. Similarly, those rishis/munis who have established oneness with nature, the values of nature got established in them, and thinking that these values should reach society, they created a medium and instilled these values in him and sent him to society. When a sadhaks introspects on this and the sadhaks does so, he will realised that the mediums thinking is different from that of other Gurus. During Mahashivaratri, Jain munis told me that in your discourses you say that Samarpan Meditation is a technique, but there is no technique involved in Samarpan Meditation. When we are asked about this, we realise that there is no technique – there are three types of meditation techniques in society. 1) Control on one’s breath, 2) Tratak (focus) on a lamp, and 3) Bhrashtika pranayama (a kind of breathing technique) and then focus on meditation. Whatever is practiced in society is not what we do here. We have not done anything, but we have come and just sat here – this is not a technique, these are values – transfer of the Satguru’s values into the sadhaks. We have thought a lot about this – this is not a technique, these are values; in technique, it is control of the body, breath, body and then meditation. I thank the Jain munis from the bottom of my heart for making this discovery. In any technique the body is used, and you say I used this technique and then meditated, here the I is involved and you could get an ego of this. In Samarpan Meditation you just come and sit and a connection from soul to soul takes place. An atomic particle is place in the other soul and a connection is established. No process can be external, it has to be internal and hence the medium establishes a connection with lakhs of souls. Each soul feels this – a close personal connection, that unique particle has been given to each individual separately. This is natural and it is given equally, that is how nature functions it gives equally, similarly, the medium has also distributed his energy, values, powers equally to all; some have experienced more and some less, but this is because some have opened their doors more and some less. For you to let the Sun in, you have to open your doors – the knowledge, energy, light has been given equally to all. This relationship is unique to each individual, it has been given to each person to find Paramatma within.

When I went to the Himalayas I found people who had found Paramatma, and when they found that energy, in that aura, they too reached that Paramatma within themselves. When you are seeking you will never find Paramatma, when you stop seeking, you will instantly realise that Paramatma is within, for that you have to be inward looking. You cannot find Paramatma outside, I did everything to find Paramatma, I participated in rituals, prayers, etc but that Paramatma was momentary. I did not stop searching till I reached Shiv Baba and he gave me the experience, in that very instant my search stopped and I realised that Paramatma is within. Even though I knew he was ordinary I accepted him as Paramatma. Paramatma’s existence – there are three steps. You will find the Paramatma whom you have accepted with your chitta in your Agya chakra. When you reach your Agya chakra you will see the vision of the saint, deity you have accepted as Paramatma. Actually, Paramatma is not a form, it is formless – Paramatma appears from time to time through a medium in whose presence we feel good. Paramatma has no form, he is beyond form, he can only be experienced. Paramatma is not so cheap that you can buy him, find him. You can do so only by extinguishing your own existence, your ego should become zero. The current medium of Paramatma is the Satguru. To reach Satguru is not easy, it is not so easy as happens now through video shibir, spiritual experience, Guru-poornima – to reach here you have performed penance in many births and only then you have reached here. Try not to know him (physically), try to experience him, there should be no physical connection, your chitta should be on those values. Those Satgurus who are samadhist, sadhaks connect nonsense with them, they feel he never has to leave for ablutions, he is made so miraculous that the common man does not connect. When I had gone to Ramakrishna Mission to talk about meditation, I was told by the head of the mission that my product was good, the teaching was good but the packaging was bad. He said that you come looking like an ordinary man, he said you should dress appropriately so that your look matches the product you deliver – you should look like a spiritual person when you are giving spiritual discourses. If I have to invite a person to come, I have to take baby steps, so that they can try to become like me. If I wear abnormal clothes they will not come to hear me. For example, a Sanskrit newsreader wears a necktie and suit while reading the news, it will appear strange – the clothes should fit the occasion. A Satguru after being interred is made so miraculous, that we feel we cannot reach that level. This does not happen during the lifetime of a Satguru. Such people are normal. Paramatma of today is the Satguru. Why does a Satguru get disturbed and why a samadhist Guru cannot be caught beyond normal means? Both Ramana Maharishi and Ramakrishna Paramhansa – both dies of cancer. Satguru cures others, so how can he fall sick? In spite of dying of cancer their samadhi has such a beautiful aura. Why is that? If someone enters the aura and puts their sickness in him, then the Satguru cannot do anything. Even now their samadhi is pure. If aura protection is broken and illness is placed in the Satguru, he will become sick. Satguru is blissful, he may throw stones, curse, behave strangely, but these are all illusions he creates to protect himself. Many saints have smoked pot, drunk liquor but all that is part of tantra sadhana. A question was asked during the recent Acharya Sammellan – If the Satguru suffers from pain, how to relieve the pain. When you ask a question, I don’t think for an answer – I get the answer from above. The answer to this question is that whenever a person breaks the aura and enters within, then it happens. A Satguru cannot stop anything he has to accept whatever comes his way. Let me explain by means of an example. Imagine a beautiful mountain, a beautiful stream/waterfall is flowing, the stream/waterfall is Guru’s Grace, Guru’s Blessings. The Guru has no control over the grace and blessings. The Guru is the mountain and stream is grace, the stream has no control over the mountain. You sit on the banks of the stream/waterfall and pray, nothing will happen. Go calmly and stand underneath the waterfall, the water will cleanse everything, the energy will purify you completely. This happens only when you go beneath the waterfall. When you go under the waterfall you don’t have to bother about which part of your body is dirty. The waterfall will do everything, when you come out, not only your body but also your chitta, thoughts, everything gets purified. The mountain is like the Satguru, the grace, energy is always flowing, it keeps cleansing everything that comes in its path. Once you become completely surrendered, whatever belongs to you becomes that of the Satguru – your existence becomes void, there is nothing, no body, no head, nothing! Totally surrender – then your mind will not waiver, zero existence then you will have a wonderful bath! If you carry your problems with you, then nothing will happen. The person who comes beneath the waterfall will bathe, not otherwise. Mountain is mountain, waterfall is waterfall. Waterfall flows from the mountain, but it is not the mountain. They both have a separate existence. A stone on the mountain cannot go under the waterfall, hence that stone cannot bathe. Of a person who has come to bathe in the waterfall, that person can take water and pour it on the stone. If the sadhaks prays with his heart then the Satgurus pain will go away. The Satguru cannot cure himself. This one path is there. There is one danger, I have not highlighted it before – that is developing an ego of curing the Satguru with prayer – this can occur. After years of spiritual practice, you can get an ego, hence I had not told you this. Whatever prayers you perform after meditation, after havan, those are all at the physical level. The prayer has to happen at the energy level, use the same energy received from the Satguru to bathe the Satguru, then only the pain will go. Where there is form, there is a body, where there is a body, there are faults. It’s like the yogi and bhogi. When a yogi does bhog (enjoys life) he does it while doing yoga (union of mind and body – in oneness), nothing gets attached, but when a bhogi (a person who enjoys life) does yoga, he does yoga at the physical level. A yogi appears to be asleep, but he is awakened – his consciousness is awake while the body is sleeping. Let me explain – I arm-wrestle with my grandson and I lose all the time, because his victory is my victory. Similarly, you will never realise what I am doing. I am playing with you daily. The game is Guru Shakti Dham, so that you connect with it. The Guru Shakti Dham is going to be created anyway. All guru-karya is a game, it is going to happen, you get involved in it; stop thinking – become a holy and pure soul. Firstly, get out of your thinking mode, stop being a physical being – you cannot make your existence zero like this. Many people who have established the confidence that they can do anything. If while playing arm-wrestling with my grandson, he gains confidence that he can win, then as he grows he will get the confidence that he can win anything. This is what gives you self-confidence to do anything. Many sadhaks, when they come out of their problems have become so one with Guru-karya that their external search has stopped. The search for Paramatma has disappeared. Paramatma cannot be known, seen, searched – he can only be experienced, experienced and only experienced and then attained that experience. There is no need to know the Satguru, he is also a means, don’t stick to him. There is a river, you sit in a boat and surrender to the boatman, you sit wherever he asks you to sit, and he takes you from this side to that. You do not know him, but still you sit with full faith that he will take you from this side to that side. After crossing the river if you hold on to the boat and do nothing else, the purpose of crossing is defeated. Don’t hold on to the medium. Once you cross you have to exit the boat and walk. Similarly, once you cross you have to leave the boat, if you don’t then the purpose is defeated. Photo, aarti, scarf – let go of all this and continue on your inner journey, leave the medium, and you will find Paramatma within you. Medium is only a motive for you to go within. In today’s life obtaining proximity of a Satguru is rare. You have got this proximity for years, I had got only for a few days. Use this proximity to go within, with the proximity go within – deeper and deeper within. Satguru is the only one to take you within, you could become very knowledgeable, but in the last moment this is of no use. Your own inner knowledge will take you inside. All kinds of media take your attention outside and nothing will happen, progress will take place only when you know yourself, when you make your existence zero – forget which country you are from, forget religion, gender, race – these things have no meaning. Just remember that you are Paramatma! Your existence from Paramatma is not different. You feel different because of your ego – you are also playing a game with me. You should be like me, you should have no ill feeling against anybody. When there is no body, there is no existence. Void your existence and attain the free state, once this happens fear of death will go. When physical feeling is gone, you will never fear death. The Satguru was never born and never dies, he is mahakumbh of energy/consciousness. Many times when you come in his contact you keep competing – your parents have taught you to compete. All efforts to compete are physical! To earn money you compete, you come to Samarpan and perform Guru-karya and your ego gets transformed – I do Guru-karya, you try to maximise Guru-karya, it becomes competition! Now your ego has found a new form. You too will not realise that you are competing for Guru-karya – and competition takes you to the physical level. Witness the Guru-karya you do – if you get to do it feel that it is your good fortune. Shirdi Baba asked me to help his sadhaks and I went and surrendered to him. There is a huge difference between them. You have a chance to perform Guru-karya, do not get an ego, that too is Guru’s Grace to make you happy – expectation and ego are two words which you keep alive at the physical level. Faults of both are there – expectation and ego. Sadhaks feel that they have been meditating for so many years – they get ego. Actually, doing nothing is meditation. Empty yourself completely and experience for yourself that Paramatma is within me. Whatever is happening in life is his game – no need to become sad, happy – these are all problems related with the body. Once you leave the body then there is no pain, sadness, happiness – focus on the nothingness and you will hear the sound of silence within you…… hhmmmmmmm, hmmmmmm, hmmmmmmmmm. Focus on the sound, your physical existence will become void.

As Swamiji spoke he took everybody deep into meditation with his energy, his aura and consciousness spreading and covering the entire pandal….a smooth silky energy form enveloping you with its love. The meditation was deep and profound. After about 20 minutes of meditation Swamiji spoke again. Guru-pooja is not pooja of the body but of the soul which the Himalayan Rishis/Munis have made into a medium. Through this medium we are going to do the pooja of the Rishis/Munis in the Himalayas who have given these values to you. Please come for the pooja as holy and pure souls, totally empty.

After this shanti path took place and Her Holiness followed by His Holiness left the pandal to the sound of conches being blown. A few announcements were made and then the participants were asked to reconvene at 8.30am for the main Guru-Poojan event for the new sadhaks who were to take initiation and for old sadhaks to renew their commitment.
Guru-pujan in progress

Swamiji just after the Guru-pujan
Guru-pujan in progress - another view

By 9am the seating arrangement was still not happening. Parasbhai and Ketkiji were pleading with the sadhikas not to argue with the volunteers. There was a lot of chaos and shouting in the ladies section, total indiscipline, loud arguments……complete anti-thesis of what to expect prior to diksha. Once the preparations for diksha were completed and the sadhaks finally took their seats, Her Holiness Guruma entered at 9.15am followed 3 minutes later by His Holiness Swamiji. There were loud shouts of Baba Swami Maharaj ki jai, Gurumaiya ki jai….. Swamiji lit the traditional lamp after which Guru Avahan was chanted and then Rambhai explained the importance of Guru-diksha. He said it is a very subtle process in which the Satguru instills the seed of spirituality and his values into the initiates. The Guru-pujan started at 10am with the chanting of the Ganpati Atharvashisha. We were all sitting in silence with eyes closed enjoying the flow of consciousness and the solemnity of the occasion. Manoj and Anisha Bole and Mrs and Mr Hasit Joshi were performing the Guru-pujan on behalf of all the participants. After the puja got over both couples turn by turn presented Swamiji with silver padukas, then placed perfume, rose petals on His feet. Thereafter each of them wrapped a shawl around Swamiji, followed by a floral necklace, Manoj and Anisha then placed a Nepali royal cap on Swamiji’s head applied vermilion on His forehead. Then Mrs and Mr Hasit repeated the process and placed a solid gold crown bedecked with precious stones and a peacock feather on Swamiji’s head. After that a golden pugree with a peacock feather was also placed on Swamiji’s head. After this Aum Shree Shivkrupanand Swami Namo Namaha was chanted 108 times.

At 10.51 am the aarti took place with sadhaks handing over candles made out of cotton and camphor mixture at the Ashram, no wax involved in its making. After the aarti, His Holiness left to the shouts of Babaswami Maharaj ki jai. After Swamiji left a traditional Maharashtrian form of offering respect to Guruma took place – ‘oti bharne’ ceremony, in which both the couples participated one after the other. After this ceremony, Her Holiness Guruma left to shouts of Vandaniya Guruma ki jai.
Special thanks were given to Ashokbhai Chavan for making a unique Baba Dham, in which Swamiji got the solitude he desired and the rest of the family stayed in independent houses built on either side of Baba Dham. Guruma mentioned that fruit plants had been planted and once they grew there would be fruits for the plucking by sadhaks. Ashokbhai’s felicitation was done by the Managing Trustee of YPBSST, Mrs, Sharmila Patil.
Baba Dham with independent houses for family members, thanks to Ashokbhai
At 11.15am the paduka naman ceremony started to the playing of devotional songs by Sanjay and his party along with Rambhai and his party. After doing paduka naman I along with Ramnath left the pandal and visited the exhibitions. As we went through the wonderful displays, we came to the Guru Shakti Dham section. I had crossed and gone to the last section when Ramnath called me back and asked me to stand in front of the photos of the Melbourne Guru Shakti Dham. As I stood in front of the photos at a distance of about 3-4 feet with my palms facing the photos, I felt a cold rush of energy flowing from the photos into me, the energy flowed down from the crown chakra and through my hands- absolutely amazing. Just goes to show the divinity which lies in the Auspicious Idols! I asked the volunteer also to stand and feel the experience. We then left, the exhibition centre, took lunch and contacted all the others who were to travel with us to the airport. We went to sadhak nivas after taking the prasad from the dining hall, packed our bags, changed clothes and got ready to leave.
This Guru-poornima had a few innovations, they had put a giant screen behind Swamiji’s seat and displayed images/videos of whatever was relevant during the programme. The walkways were reasonably protected from the rain, though it did not rain that heavily this year – rain was intermittent and light. The fans in the pandals were too high to be effective and ventilation was not adequate, resulting in a feeling of stuffiness to those seated in the pandals and in living quarters. There were complaints from the VIP section, saying that after the services offered in the VIP section were way below expectations. This is just feedback for improving services, not to be taken otherwise. The organisers did a very good job otherwise and the three-day event went through without any hiccups. 

My heartfelt congratulations to the Kutch Ashram Committee and the organising committee for a bliss filled Guru-Poornima and for a wonderful job done. In such large events, there is always room for learning and improving, so we will take the feedback positively to improve going forward.
It was 2pm by the time we got out and looked for the taxi we had booked – a 11-seater Force vehicle. Luckily it was parked just outside the sadhak nivas so we did not have to lug the bag too far in the heat. Once all the sadhaks came, we left for the airport, sharing experiences on the way.

At the airport after checking in and clearing security we were told the flight was delayed. Pallavi had got a severe attack of migraine. I told her to wear her dark glasses and she would feel better. She did that, and then we started narrating experiences one after the other, and the atmosphere became consciousness filled – Pallavi’s migraine vanished by magic as the Guru-energies did their trick.
The flight left at 6pm instead of 5 and we reached Mumbai by 7pm. I reached home by 8.15pm after another awesome Guru-poornima.

The translation of the discourse will not be exactly accurate as the translation and writing live may not have captured the entire essense, though I have made an honest effort to do so. I have been asked many times how I manage to translate on the fly - my reply has always been that it is HIS Energy, which makes the pen fly. Any errors are entirely mine - whatever you like is entirely HIS.

Jai Baba Swami


Birds eye view of Baba Dham and Sadhak Nivas complex