Living in Bondage
Living in Bondage
Man lives in bondage, and the bondage is not
imposed by others, it is self-created. It is created because we are afraid of
the insecure. In the name of security, we create a bondage around ourselves.
Yes, it gives a feeling of cosiness, warmth, safety, but it is all false
because sooner or later death will take it all away.
Because of this we never explore, we never go
beyond the boundaries of the familiar. The familiar is very small and we go on
moving in the familiar, in circles. Our life knows no growth, because growth
can only happen if we move not in circles but in a line. If we are linear then
there is growth. If we go around in circles, we go on repeating the same thing
again and again.
Freedom is possible because we have made our own
prison. We can get out of it any moment that we decide to. It is only a
question of decision, of courage, of guts. Freedom is the ultimate value
in life. Nothing is more important than that, because out of it comes
everything else that is valuable. Love arises as a fragrance, joy arises,
meaning arises; for the first time, life becomes tremendously significant. And
one is constantly moving beyond the known, going into the unknown. Life becomes
a thrill, an adventure. But we have made life just a dragging affair. It seems
safe, it appears secure, but there is no security, no safety anywhere. They are
impossible.
Only death is secure. We cannot take anything away
from a dead man — or can we? even death cannot do any harm to him, he is
already dead. In his grave he is so absolutely secure. Because we are so
obsessed with security, we have made our houses our graves. We don’t live in them;
we only die in them slowly, surely; it is a gradual kind of suicide.
Sannyas means freedom, freedom from all
self-created securities, safeties. In the beginning one feels afraid, scared,
that is natural, but once we become attuned to the insecure and we know the joy
of insecurity then we never look back to those old toys that we used to think
were keeping our life secure. And they were not securities, they were simply
prisons, chains around our being.
Life begins only when we become free from all kinds of bondages: the bondage of nation, the bondage of race, the bondage of church — ideological, social, political, religious.
When we become free from
all these imprisonments, when we simply drop all that, we have been told is
important, when we simply drop all that we have been told to believe in; when we
neither believe nor disbelieve, a great freedom arises in our being. That
freedom is sannyas; and that freedom then takes us higher and higher towards
the ultimate.
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