Acting in the Moment
To be spontaneous means not to act out of the
past, because out of the past arises cunningness, cleverness, calculation,
arithmetic. When we act in the moment and it has no reference to our past, the
action has a beauty, a purity – the same as a small child’s act. Whether he
laughs or cries or goes into a tantrum or becomes angry, all his acts have
purity – it is uncalculated. His anger is hot and not cold. The calculated
anger is cold. His anger is natural, a responsiveness. He has not brooded over it;
he has not planned it. He is just in the hands of nature – hence the beauty. He
is surrendered to his nature; he is not trying to control his life. And that’s
what Jesus means when he says ’Unless you are like small children, you will not
enter into my kingdom of god.’ And the more experienced we become, the farther
away we are from the kingdom of God. Those who know are far away – the ignorant
are very close.
So, act in the moment, live in the present, slowly
and gradually don’t allow the past to interfere and we will be surprised that
life is such an eternal wonder, such a mysterious phenomenon and such a great
gift that one simply feels constantly in gratitude. So, the message is: live in
the moment, here and now. That’s why it is called divine purity; human purity
is just it’s opposite.
And remember: impurity is not the real opposite of
divine purity; but human purity is the real opposite of divine purity. And by
human purity we mean people who are evil but who are trying to be pure by
calculation – the so-called saints who are trying to be pure so that they can
have the kingdom of God. But that is a bargain. How can it be pure? It is business-like
– how can it be pure? They are simply waiting to be rewarded; they are not pure
people. If some day they come to know that there is no reward, they will drop
all their purity. They don’t have any joy in it – they think of it as a
sacrifice, as if they are obliging God by being pure. They are doing it; they
are its doers. It is not simple; it is not innocent. It is planned and a very
long-range plan, even for after death. They are trying to control not only life
but death too… and after death too.
Just live moment to moment and the gift will start
arriving, something from the beyond will start descending within us, and this
joy is infinite. That and only that gives meaning to life, nothing else. Life
is a garden of love, and the moment we forget it, we go astray. The moment we
forget love, we fall from grace. That’s the original sin.
If one can remain loving, and if loving becomes
one’s very quality, then there is no need for any other religion. Love is
enough unto itself, because prayer grows out of it of its own accord. And one
day God arrives – one need not go in search of him. He himself comes seeking
the heart that loves.
1 comment:
Nicely explained.
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