Future Disturbs and Divides
If the mind is filled with dreams, we cannot see
rightly. If the heart is filled with desires, we cannot feel rightly. Desires,
dreams and hopes – the future disturbs and divides us. But whatsoever is, is in
the present. Desire leads us into the future, and life is here and now. Reality
is here and now, and desire leads you into the future. Then we are not here. We
see, but still, we don’t see; we hear, but still we miss; you feel, but the
feeling is dim, it cannot go deep, it cannot be penetrating. That is how truth
is missed.
People keep on asking: Where is the divine, where
is the truth? It is not a question of finding the divine or the truth. It is
always here, it has never been anywhere else, it cannot be. It is there where we
are, but we are not there, our mind is somewhere else. Our eyes are filled with
dreams, our heart is filled with desires. We move into the future, and what is
the future but illusion? Or, we move into the past, and the past is already
dead. The past is no more and the future has not materialised. Between these
two is the present moment. That moment is very short, it is atomic, we cannot
divide it, it is indivisible. That moment passes in the flicker of an eye. If a
desire enters, we have missed it; if a dream is there, we are missing it.
The whole of religion consists of not leading us
somewhere, but bringing us to the here and now, bringing us back to the whole,
back where we have always been. But the head has gone away, very far away. This
head has to be brought back. So, God is not to be sought somewhere – because we
are searching somewhere, that is why we are missing him. He has been here all
the time waiting deep within us, it is our very being.
Asking where God is, is foolish, because we cannot
lose God. It is our innermost being, our very core. It is our existence: we
breathe in him, we live in him, and it cannot be otherwise. What has happened
is that we have become so drunk that we cannot recognise our own face. And unless
we come back and get sober, we will go on searching and seeking and we will go
on missing.
Try to understand the nature of desire. What is
the nature of desire? When we desire, what happens? When we desire, we are
creating an illusion in the mind; when we desire, we have already moved from
here and now. Now we are not here, we are absent from here, because the mind is
creating a dream. This absentness is our drunkenness. Be present!
This very moment the doors of heaven are open.
There is no need even to knock because we are not outside heaven, we are
already inside. Just be alert and look around without eyes filled with desire,
and we will have a good laugh. We will laugh at the whole joke, at what has
been happening. It is just like a person dreaming at night.
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