Money and Meditation
Money and
Meditation
We can have all the money, wealth, power, prestige
and still remain miserable. We all know Alexander’s story – where he had
conquered the whole world and when asked what would he do if he was dying of
thirst alone in a desert. He had said he would give it all up for just a glass
of water – that is when he realised that what he had achieved was pointless.
The misery of an Alexander is bound to be tremendous, but one can never be
happy. The more we have, the more we become aware of the futility of it all and
the more we feel an inner emptiness.
Only the rich person comes to know what inner
poverty is, because he/she can compare notes. Such a person has a background
and he/she can see his/her own inner poverty against it. He/she is rich as far
as the outside is concerned, but the inside is simply starving. Hence
the paradox: the richer we become, the poorer we feel. The more knowledgeable we
become the more ignorant we feel. The more we have, the more we become aware of
how much we are missing.
The only bliss possible is that which comes
through the inward journey. One has to come to one’s own self, to one’s own
treasures. They are infinite… immeasurable. Once known, we are never a beggar
again. We may not have anything of the world – still we remain as emperors. Our
emperorship has an inner luminousness.
We are emperors – not because we have a kingdom,
but because we are emperors. Our emperorship doesn’t depend on a kingdom. It is
independent of all kingdoms. Then one is truly a king, because nobody can rob
one, nobody can take anything away from one… not even death. One has something
which is eternal, which cannot be robbed, cannot be taken away. And only when we
have something which cannot be taken away from us does fear disappear – never
before it. And in those moments, we start feeling the deathless.
The key is to look more and more inwards –
temptations are there, desires are there – and that is natural. There is no
need to be an escapist, no need to escape from the world; just be in the world
but give more energy and time to the inner search. Do whatever is needed in the
material world, but don’t become too occupied with it. Do work for all
necessities – food, clothing, shelter – they are all needed to be happy, but
they are not enough. They are just basic requirements.
Once we fulfill our basic needs, don’t waste
anymore time and start going within. One should work in the world so that one
can work in one’s inner world. One should earn a little money so that outer
things no more trouble one, no longer distract one.
One can close one’s eyes and go into meditation.
If money serves meditation, money is good and one should use it. But if money
becomes our meditation, we are going to become neurotic.
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