Continuously Evolving Life
Life is always testing us – many of us get the
feeling, “Why is God testing me all the time, why do I have to face such
problems always?” This is actually nature’s cycle – there is no person born on
earth who has not faced problems. Even the greatest of Masters have faced
problems and moved on and evolved with the passage of time. It is the most
fundamental thing that one needs to remember – suffering is never over, even if
it comes, all we need to do is face it with awareness.
There will be phases in life when one feels that
all the problems have been overcome and that one is filled with love and
compassion; but to continuously maintain that state is very difficult. Obviously
when there is no greed, jealousy, anger – one is filled with love and
compassion. It is the same energy that becomes passion, jealousy, anger. It is the
same energy – positive and negative manifestation – this is what we need to be
alert and aware about.
Life is a continuous evolution, and we have to be
constantly alert, otherwise we can fall back into the old patterns very easily.
And the old patterns have persisted so long, they have become so ingrained in our
blood, in our bones, in our very marrow, that one moment of unconsciousness and
we are back. We have to go on being aware.
Something beautiful is happening - much more is
going to happen. One never knows how much more is possible. We are never aware
of our potential unless it becomes actual. We have seen a beautiful space of
non-jealous love. Passion is a kind of fever, and it consumes lots of energy.
Fever naturally consumes energy - and passion is fever. When passion
disappears, compassion arises. And compassion is cool. Passion is hot, it burns
us. Compassion is cool - not cold, remember. Hatred is cold, lust is hot.
Exactly between the two is the golden mean, neither hot nor cold. Then we are
in a state of cool warmth. Very paradoxical it seems — cool warmth. It is not
hot, but it is warm; it is not cold, but it is cool.
And the real flower of love opens up only in that
climate of warmth-coolness. A warm coolness is the right climate for the lotus
of love to blossom. But don’t take it for granted. Never take anything for
granted! Each moment we have to
conquer it again and again. Life is a continuous conquest. It
is not that once and for all it is settled and then we can fall asleep and stay
unconscious and there is no worry left. Again, we will be back in the same rut.
Don’t destroy this beautiful flower that is
growing within. When we have something precious, we have to be more aware. When
we have nothing to lose, we can be unconscious, we can fall asleep; there is no
problem. But when we have something to lose - and this is something precious -
be more conscious, be more alert.
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