He is Always Testing You!!
He is
Always Testing You!
When you
start walking on the spiritual path, mentally you start thinking – ‘Whooosshhh
all will be fine now, He will take care of everything!’ This faith is of course
not misplaced, but the process of life is often misunderstood after coming
under the umbrella of a Satguru!
It is my
experience that one’s life gets completely transformed for the better, it
becomes calm, it becomes peaceful, it becomes joyous – but that does not mean
that everything is hunky dory! You will suddenly find obstacles coming in your
life, difficulties in your job/profession, it is not smooth sailing. That is
when you begin to have doubts – in fact I have heard several people say that
their problems started after they commenced meditation!
In several
of His discourses, Swamiji has mentioned that if this is going to be your last
birth then all your past karmas have to be extinguished, and if your past life
has had upheavals then you end up facing those karmas on a high-speed basis. So,
it appears that meditation is affecting your life badly. But always remember
that the Satguru always gives you the inner strength and positive collectivity
to face these life’s challenges to such an extent that you do not feel its
impact at all.
Once you
start performing Guru-karya, he will test you all the time. It could be
questions, it could be tasks, it could be anything – you just need to be alert
and remember that he is doing this for you! For your overall growth, for you to
get depth in your spiritual practice – nothing is off the table – the most
unexpected things will happen – but just face them with a smile and move on.
That is what he expects you to do. Do not resist, if you do, then the task
becomes tougher and life becomes tougher. Submit to His will, and you will find
that you sail through life, through thick and thin.
Suddenly
you will realise that you have begun to expect the unexpected – as you
understand from within – oh! This is just another of His tests – and you face
it with a smile and move on. The moment you start understanding and expecting
this, you will find yourself facing life with a smile, you will notice people
around you also start becoming happy and comfortable – this happens with the
development of your energy field, your aura. Keep meditating and you will see
that the tests which He is putting you through, are now not tests anymore, but just
a game which you are playing with Swamiji as the referee!!
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